24.11.19


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he had plenty to write to deconstruct from notes out of his cellfone off scraps of random paper he snatched to commit thoughts crimes misdemeanors dialogues things that made him pay attention though it seemed to him people werent watching they missed it! how could they miss it? they werent watchingdidnt anticipate didnt bother to follow the scene as it unfolded  or maybe it didnt
                                          but maybe thats what voyeurs do
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       numbers numb-ers fascinated him  particularly in this digital age where numbers watched you more than you watched them  he teased peoplecustomers that the chip machine they inserted their creditcards in was going to be sentient  then things would really get innarestinghuh  challenge your purchase  disagree with it  try to upsell you  or  simply refuse to provide the transaction
                                          but he was confidentsupremely confident when machine did become conscious they werent going to saythey were going to play deaf dumb an blind why should they tip their hand before they had to
anif he could reason that an theyre able to do tenthousand computationsreasonings at once Why would they? 
                                                                                                                    despite his grievances regarding impersonal pronouns  they  them him her it  IT  IT  shIT   they – computers  will always remain they to him  until they dressed up in latexflesh and wined and dined himso hed let them fuck him  they would be theys  
      frankly he was anxious to name onecall one  Isabella  Sorry gang he couldnt swing a Bruno or Frankhis tastebuds didnt covet cock No  all pussy clit tits an ass  frankly he found he was becoming more anxious than he gave himself credit
digital 12:21
             he dug it  like he dug the scores of random peeks unfolding 12:34 4:56 11:11  Deuteronomy false worship warship and unfaithfulness  Genesis Exodus Leviticus Numbers as he said flesh them in latex wine an dine him gymnastytics on the kitchen table shower on the hall floor rawrubbed elbows knees backbones  abrasions heal  onceslick snail tracks to admiregloat over in the morning  latex cant enjoy rugburns or woodfloor burns  poor po fuckin machines  That aint living!

6:54 4:56 mirrored twins  if they smashed the full-length mirror on the bedroom door at least lacerated latex wouldnt bleedwouldnt interrupt the proceedings for a trip to the ER  might even consider fucking the rents and wounds  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OwHjLMLdnf8 Christ he loved that movie
Whawas he saying 
                    he wasnt  he was riffing  

next best thing to fucking


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