which comes first

                   singlemindedness

routine

does it matter

                  he couldnt say that he helped himself to either or are they a hybrid  found on the top shelf as the gatekeeper honestly a bouncer watched him intentlyintensely

                                                                                    over his shoulder  Help ya Bub

Bub glanced down on his chic bowling shirt

an embroidered patch

                        Botch not Bub

Workin trying insinuating shy pees some future date

                                                        Wont be shy  More likely prostate

seemed to flinch

               I don’t know what that is.

You should understand human afflictions do notwill not . afflict me. I’m etherealnearly heavenly.

Ja  Bub

          Right

Seein I havent a name Guess itll be like Christmas

                                                       Akin to not knowin my sex either

Believe Ill be as surprised as theyWait a second

                                                          Here

Top shelfMINE

               he selected  White American Male

Aint disappointin my old man

Suhweet

Don’t get too excited. Methinks thats where he may have picked that up your old man is definitely considering, if you’re a boy, to name you his name, Junior.

FUCK

       he toed the sawdust at his feet thought barroom  looking closer sharply among the attributes curried top shelf a slender phial fine print At birth apply to eyes. Contact with tears shed will obfuscate parental intentions to christen offspring, Junior.

                      apparently it also currieddefined his obsession to read fine print

On contracts  On medications

Others in their lives would breeze over determine it inconsequential

Fine print assholes

Why its there

To  fuck  you

Are you done?

Lemme doublecheck

It’s nearly time.

Don rush me  Ill not be rush

                               In my own good time

Forceps.

How fuckin barbarian

Just saying.

Im grateful  Methinks

                         Thank you

You’re welcome

1436,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

good to know  https://teachmeanatomy.info/pelvis/the-male-reproductive-system/prostate-gland/

Galton scribbled hed have to quit doing thatwasnt doing himself any favours

                                                                                   but 

he grewup doing things the hard way

                                        out the gate onto the turf tabula rasa scribbledpalimpsested too

Awwell

          lefthanded too

Grandmother bind his hand  longtime later a Japanese flyfishing instructor told him that in Japan not very long before that if a child exhibited a lefthand dominance  the child was killed

both Old World Polish and Japanese believed a lefthanded child was evil

 

    Galton

               Sir Francis

Charles Darwins cousin

a polymath statistician

                            spiked the ball in the endzone Originator of eugenics nothing warm and fuzzy there

committed to the ideas of race-building  social engineering

Nazis picked up the ball ran with it Aktion T4

                                                   euthanasia programme

systematically eliminated people deemed “unworthy of life” due to physical and mental disabilities which sounds like a programme Stephen Miller and Border Tsar lets keep things Russian Putinian 34-count felons North Star  I want to be just like him when I grow up, Mommie. programme Border Tsar A-Holman could get behind

    enthusiasts doesnt even cut it

had they been at Jonestown Guyana they would have picked up the 55gal drum guzzled the Kool-Aid from its rusted lipsHAVIN FUN YET

    Kiddos

               Wanna to backoff

Really Grimm

Bruthas  sistahs pronouns   I gotchaI follow

Cant slip nothing past you can we

Nah  Youre within internalised

                                   Me  Know Thyself at all costs

Im a real pain in the ass

1530,  Sunday,  20  7. 25

1234,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

https://www.nbcdfw.com/news/local/teacher-tells-boy-being-left-handed-is-evil-forces-him-to-write-with-right-hand/1988289/

https://encyclopedia.ushmm.org/content/en/article/euthanasia-program

https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/november-18/mass-suicide-at-jonestown

Dead Melodies  Forbidden  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxMRmRo1Wto

    metap? scribbled on a slip of paper  also scribbled page 358

                                                                        trouble was

most nonfiction books he reads are that long

he likes his tomes as his intimidated friends intone

                                                           How the hell do you do that?

Read

not them

    so metap   gotta be some sort of an acronym written to irritate him

looked technical  technological which offends him

meta- 

        more comprehensive transcending isnt that just like technology computers  full of themselves

deduced P

              programme  programming

Ja  turns out

                metaprogramming a programming technique where they manipulate other programs as its data modifying generating its own code

meaning they can read transform create code “either at compile-time or runtime”

deeper into the woods he dropped coins  learned his lesson from Hansel and Gretel  a Grimm story

lesson definitely learned

                           he didnt think public schoolsany schools were teaching that any longer

Awright compile-time

                        programs source code possibly stolen lifted  is translated into executable suhweet lookin word executable machine code by GUESS a compilerJAYSUS this stage occurs before program is executed Duuh

        AND

runtime unhyphenated time a programs actually running as opposed to when being complied or loaded

    would be remiss if he didnt corner compiler squeeze it made him feel like mob muscle yet another program that translates high-level programming language into low-level language that computers can directly execute

 

there  he had it  didnt have to take a bat to their knee  bareknuckles 

                                                                                   lied

brassknuckles

Are we going to remember

Do we want to remembercan I put the ball in your courthave you retain it for us

    Can we scribble it on the walls of your skull

Colourful grafitti  No spraycan shit

No Cant  Theyre too wet

Ja

Ja

    Ohkay to carve it in

Fine  But not out through the other side like a jack-o-lantern

Youre really onto us

Your me

           Id retort You said carve  Ya didnt say not like a jack-o-lantern

Be precise as possible

Ya shoud have been an esquire

Nah Esquire are governed by laws a gawd

                                                Moses an octopus to manage all the tablets then returning for more

 

1452,  Sunday,  20  7. 25

1043,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

Wordclock  Come, Triumph  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsvmQ7rLi4E

moth

louche

         liked its lookliked the way it felt in his mindin his mouth as he said it

                                                                                   louche

“ . . . supposedly louche relationship between mother and son.” 

                                                                    Crowded by Genius  James Buchans book

two pages later this beaut “(the play, Douglas) most unaccountable medley of impiety, profaneness, error, immorality and vice.”

                        Buchan seems to have covered all the bases

    adjective

                 disreputable  sordid  in a rakish or appealing way

Question  When was the last time you used rakish

Ive read it

           I cant say Ive ever accused another of being rakishfor myself  I woudnt mind the saddle  jaunty dashing  debonair appearance

By the bye  debonair

                       Der boner  if you please

    You please

I do

Since you da bossI know youll take tha from us unusuallyquick to challenge correct someoneanyone who woud mistakenly callya tha

Ja

     Its offensive

Ja

    But youre cool

With youse  Ja

                    Rakishs look also appeals to me

We find it curiouspeople expressions when you talk of words how  attractive how they appeal to you

They are arent they

Ja

     You have any thoughts on tha

Theyre ignorant

                 Havent spent the time I have withem

Told buddy  Sticks and stones may break my bones but books and Chautauquas best people

Best people confused him

Ja  certainly didtakes on tha fish out of water countenance eyes bugged mouth agape its frankly uncomfortable

Havent seencan imagine

Ja  But he be the social butterfly     Moth moth

                                                    Flutters  dusty like a moth

laughed

          Inspector Clouseaus rendition

Of course None better

 

    Words

2032,  Thursday,  245  7. 25

2340,  Thursday

0853,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

Inspector Clouseaus  moth  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyzD8jE_-B4 

https://reliefweb.int/report/world/us-governments-decision-destroy-97-million-contraceptives-destined-women-and-girls-globally-unconscionable#:~:text=World-,The%20US%20government's%20decision%20to%20destroy%20%249.7%20million%20of%20contraceptives,and%20girls%20globally%20is%20unconscionable&text=MSF%20condemns%20the%20decision%20to,the%20communities%20where%20we%20work. 

this is the shit he wakes up to

                                 goes to sleep thinking 34-count felon and Little Marco why not and wonder lapdogs and enablers cant make things worse for the cuntry so not to be mistaken USA! USA! USA!  make things worse in the world

                      and thats the thing he wakes to

he thought it learned its lessons in hubris

Adam Servers book  The Cruelty Is the Point

                                                  cruelty

NO  has metastasized

                            depravity

God saved him

or kid was just a lousy shot

his Maw told him We get what we deserve.

 

    Got Milk commercial dastardlydanced across his brain

0643,  reggaefriday,  25  7. 25

Got Milk  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ngru5J-bFCw

PS  his Maw also said  Waste not, want not.

PPS  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1xR3Xidq84