11.5.22


Did you dream he asked his granddaughter

she was colouring at the breakfast table 
                                           I did.  Did you?

Yes I actually dreamed of your mother it was wonderful I suspect thats because Im here with you and very close to her ashes

she noddeddidnt lookup from her colouring book


What did you dream baby

I dreamed of a very tall man. He bent down. He was ugly.

How ugly was he

Uuughly.

Maybe thats why he was very tall

Oh yes, maybe why Granpaw.

0739,  Saturday,  7  5. 22
1254,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  11  5. 22


the latest catchphrase in case you havent heard in case you werent privy  the latest racist craze  legacy Americans
Thats right folks you heard right 
                                Isdey white? Right on right on holyrollerevangelicals possibly born-again evangelical Catholics they sport dashboard crucifiedChrists Trump bumperstickers right above the exhaust pipe  donya think  anya can bet yer sweet ass patriots wrappedup in the flag red white an blue like a burrito 
                                                                                       he didnt have to imagine
he could see it

  proud title legacy American 
                                 first deadly sin according to St. Thomas Aquinas pride one for one   greed two for two
lust likely  three for three   envy  definitely four for four   gluttony not a lot of slim waistlines  call it five for five   wrath OhYES  six for six   sloth  couldnt say  six for seven   damn near perfectTHEYRE DAMN NEAR PERFECT   

   though
              he had to muse that somewhere in their bloodlineancestry the real ones had family that owned slaves slept with slaves possibly were biracial ssshh  could be a dirty secret

         he was musing

however

musing is thinking is pondering  is wondering
                                                  an the grease in his oilpan wasnt keen legacy didnt fly  rather he thought relic 
              an he might not have thought relic had he not firstconceived derelicts yasee that  see relic inside the word relic Americans  Americana mythic Americana full-of-shit Americana artifacts of a dead time 
                                                                                                           relic Americans wasnt so far afield  neither was artifact Americans

evening,  Monday,  9  5. 22
2337,  Twosday,  10  5. 22
The Great Replacement also on Carlson  a racist one-man rodeo show  https://www.adl.org/resources/backgrounders/the-great-replacement-an-explainer 

     as the world suffers the twin cataclysms of greedy twins Trump virus 1,025,104 American dead Putins war tens of thousands of deaths  toss atop the two like gas on a pyre an add’l 100,306 American dead from drug overdoses 

          setting all sorts of horrid records

1059,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  11  5. 22
Dan Fogelberg & Tim Weisberg  Twin Sons of Different Mothers  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bx5yiX1ZZzk