27.2.23

3 years 
       HA in the big scheme   in the big scheme of things are we truly part of that It doesn’t sound like much. some might say  but he figured those people may have spoken without thinking or hopefullyfortunately have had pretty good lives the last 3 years 

  people assess time 
                        by what happens to them not that theyre selfish  and what we do do really well is that we cant stop ourselvesthink things throughwe shoot from the hip dont pause to imagine time  things from anothers perspective 
  hope Gee, I’m sorry. cuts it   I apologise. might not I’m sorry.  

the world may be full of sorry people who speak without wondering what the last 3 years may mean to someone else
 
  maybe had he wrote  Onethousandnintyfive days 
                                                                  that sounds like something 
1095 days denied 
                   days he has felt one by one by one waking in the morning saying Good morningvisualising a good positive memory before getting out of bed

because if he didnt

he may not get out of bed


  but since a boy hes made his bed every morning
 


Aniela lived 14,918 days

he had many more memories than that of her

appears shell keep him busy for a while
                                                                        a long while 
until he was stopped

2230,  Sunday,  26  2. 23
2323,  Sunday
Paul Davis  I Go Crazy  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhu3orNqZu4 woke to this song in his head  
Maroon 5  Memories (everybody hurts)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlPhMPnQ58k  
Nahko Bear  Medicine for the People  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsgP8LkEopM