freestylin

              site was about rioting  writers rioting

if not them

who

       who needed a questionmark at the end of who to understand who was a question

too many

            too many set off  uncomfortable with not following rules protocol of indiscriminate   punctuation

RULES

        werent they made to be broken   See No questionmark

though he did like its shape

                             better

than others

              ampersand  at sign  bullet  backtick  circumflex  dagger  degree  ellipse  hyphenhymen  interpunct  pilcrow  slash

he went right down the list

could have started at the bottom an come up

                                              comeuppance

punishment

             that wouldnt have been differentnew

maybe not new

                  novel

itd be nice to suffer  novel

but had to make a mistake

those were novel

                 ALL  every one of his scars broken bones gaffes were novel

anhe wouldnt have one back despite pain  humiliation   pleasure

                                                                             Certainly pleasure

Arya sick

NAH

       Accepting

Errors reminded him he was still in the game

                                                Still kickin

Without

          he might really question his existence

Without

            Life might be hologram a bleeding carnival mirror   a farce

Lemme die

my mouth packed with confetti

so when I shoot myself in the face Im like a Fourth of July bottle rocket

not finished as a grotesque meat matchstickYAH

                                                   Yah

Impressed with a seal stamp

Canya see tha

                  he coud

seemed sounded   lovely

                             or maybe tha was just him

RIOTING

2253,  Monday,  20  5. 24

he dreamt 6 7 5 one evening

dreamt 3 4 2 4 1 4 the next

they appeared a chyron across his eyelids frame upon frame

                                                                 they actually had a lot in common when he pulled back shook them out of his eyes grateful they didnt burn into his retinas he wondered if his retinas were actually functioning while he dreamed

              when he was able to digest them

a friend he shared with suggested casting out nines as they did in primary school

                                                                                       he didnt

not his

grewup Midwest

they on the West Coast

                          theyd have to elaborate

ratherhe insisted  the numbers were prone to numerology  which when saying it he knew Harrumph would follow

it did like a dogs bark

   Nevertheless  he explained

                                 Listen  Six plus seven is thirteen plus five is eighteen  one plus eight is nine

Three plus four is seven plus two is nine plus four is thirteen plus one is fourteen plus four is eighteen  one plus eight is nine

Nine Symbolises the idea of completion though not necessarily finality

                                                                           Instead of signifying the conclusion of one phase it directs the way for the initiation of the next

That’s bullshit.

                When we get a chance I’ll show you casting out nines on paper. You’ll follow.

Im sure I will As sure as your example will have nothing to do with is nonsensical  to wha I dreamed

   So, are you saying your dreams existed only of the numbers 6 7 5 and 3 4 2 4 1 4 all night long?

All night

          Somethings ended an somethings beginning

Im anxious to learn wha

    

1030,  Saturday,  18  5. 24

1343,  Monday,  20  5. 24

Lionel Richie  All Night Long  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nqAvFx3NxUM 

he wouldnt ask

didnt want it asked of him

found it a dealkiller

he didnt misswasnt dead to her remarks about her practise she was obviously dedicated

though if she was leading

                             he didnt follow

despite multiple times seemed bait   vigorously front and center

   he didnt rise

he wanted to know about her

                               her interests predilections  maybe passions eccentricities

the little things which comprised her

childhood to now

one gets one real crack at the first time

he was a good listener

she interested him

                     who could better speak for her than she

psychiatrist

Well shit

        he hadnt had drinks with a mental health professional before

Strap in

        let alone a doctor who could order a well check of someone who wasnt a patient in another state

no psychologic borderlines

when he learned that he found it intimidating it felt wrongillegal

                                                                      was not

he let her wend her way

paying strict attention

bought her a third drink

    she sighed

                    I think I’m getting tipsy. Are you trying to get me tipsy?

she stared him straight in the eyes

boring into him

hed let her get away with tipsy

                                    Whadaya think doc 

she closed one eye

he wished she didnt do that

                              shed look good in an eyepatch

wenchish

           a squealing wench

Cut it out She may be able to read your mind

maybe he was a little tipsyshe started it

whatever she did

                   do not tell him she was attending a convention   be local

people like in Vegas become unmoored   liberal

                                                      becomes a permission structure

she put her hand fingers widespread to her breast  stroked her chest with a finger an elegant daiquiricoloured lacquered fingernail

                        I think . . I think . that would be a very good idea if you like.

    You know best doc

she opened her eye  big round widespread green eyes

                                                                   lasciviously Doctor knows  best.

 

1759,  Thursday,  16  5. 24

0947,  Monday,  20  5. 24

Napolean XIV  They’re Coming To Take Me Away Ha Haa  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL4DEoipTFE