took a gander at pages he assembledseparated into actionable items to see if he had interest in writing anything else more  for the day

headline  MURDER   Audience participation

                                                  NOPE didnt think so

NEXT

headline  PARANOIA

                          Whas the fuckin date on these    Saturday November Fourth Twothousandsix

Santa Cruz

                Whadafuck was goin with him in Santa Cruz

underlying both  FEAR

                            November Fourth Twothousandsix

 

   nothing was coming to mind

                                     his memory is usually keen he was still two years off when he began dating

after his wifes death

tickled him

             when he did it was thirty years since he last dated    HURTLE?

pleasantly he found out

girls educations paid off

crushing it at work despite being a finger in the execs an the boards eye

                                                                             Go ahead Call me a liar

 

nothing   

                   mind

    The World’s Best-Dressed Men Wear Socks

he didnt

                   creeping paranoia 

    hed figure it outsomething

1947,  Monday,  2  12. 24

. . . Chauvet Cave

                    Id go beyond  Id acknowledge the cave as an edifice of memory

Edifice of memory?

Yah

Wouldn’t you say . . . that's somewhat vaulted, extreme?

Nah

    You’re not going to let this go are you?

No

        Not even if your brain implodedyour head sucked into your pineal glandyour lips quivering like a feather a feeding anemone with your breath  quivering at it crown

 Jesus Joe.

Paints quite a picturehuh

    Yes.  And here I thought you liked me.

I do

      Can you imagine if I didnt

Id have your skull paint the surrounding walls with shardsslivers of bone gneiss brainmatter

                                                                                                  Think Rococo  A Pollock abstract expressionism   Hurled with adamant exuberance

Think

         Lost  time

Lost time?

Tryin to waste mine    Yes

How . . do you mean?

Wha I said  Lost time

                         Kindalike pennies dropped  Believed cheaptoo cheap to kneeldown bend at the waist to pickup  Although if collectedaccumulated  weighty   theyre valuable

                                                                   Then  an onlythen truly recognised

    Are you listening to yourself?

Yes  Fascinated   Watchin your lips

                                        Perched  parked  atop of your beautiful pineal

   

Friday,  5  1. 24

1534,  Monday,  2  12. 24

Clumsy

             Really

You disagree?

Compared to wha

What do you mean compared to what?

Theyre cave paintings   Chauvet Comon

                                                 Tell me youre sharper thantha

You’re criticizing my taste in art?

Know me to pull punches

                           Aint a comedy show  Cant take a joke stay out

    So you are criticizing me.

Yaleft me no choice

How do you figure?

Knockin perhaps Mans earliest attempts at artwhich they hadnt a word for  Protolanguage  Probably gestured more than said

             Leaning on knuckles  So whadaya think  Art huh

Estimated thirtysixthousand years ago

Thirtysixthousand BCE

BCE?

Before the Current Era

It’s BC.

Before Christ

              No way in Hell

Ought to describe this era our eraNOW  as B Nine fuckinEleven  Albeit an exact apt description of the shit weve mired ourselves in

              Bushwhacker said an I quote  America was targeted for attack because we’re the brightest beacon for freedom and opportunity in the world.

And no one will keep that light from shining.

Weve been dimming the dimmer switch since

Capitulated

Handed over the car keys 

    You don’t mean that.

I do

How is it you can take our disagreement, our differing perspectives, opinions, of art, and make it about politics, or for that matter world politics?

I wade wide I range wide Stuck a pin in it like a lepidopterist

                                                                   Yadon know Im not gonna say Look it up for yourself

Friday,  5  1. 06

1401,  Monday,  2  12. 24

https://www.smithsonianmag.com/history/journey-oldest-cave-paintings-world-180957685/

https://www.bu.edu/articles/2021/how-9-11-changed-the-world/

https://georgewbush-whitehouse.archives.gov/news/releases/2001/09/20010911-16.html#:~:text=These%20acts%20of%20mass%20murder,touch%20the%20foundation%20of%20America.

his bliss overflowedreal live kneeslapper  unfortunately he couldnt remember a time when someone else naturally slapped their knee 

                      did whenever he was moved

Comon, man, it wasn’t that funn . .

. . It was fuckin hilarious

    It wasn’t.

You think because it was offcolour steps on obscene

                                                         Had you seen herknown  known she was practisedexercised as

I did  Youd have fucked her too

I wouldn’t have.

    If you were seventeen you woud have

Wouldn’t have.

Woud

I wouldn’t have. 

Woud woud wood wood wood

                                Thirteen nearlyfourteen  built like a brick shithouseSEE even got tha right despite slappin my kneethoroughly tickled We rockedemptied the kids pool sloughedsplashedFUCK   Was deliciousdelirious

Out in the open in your backyar . .

. . Under a full moonBuck Moon   July

                                         Arya kiddin me

Antha  not only a minor as me but her last name  Miner ARE YOU FUCKIN KIDDIN ME A KNEESLAPPER if ever was

    Christ Wha a prude

                           When she came through the bushes separating our yards undressing as she came  Id stripped played three soccer games in a row why go in the house to take a bathhad the pool  firedup a joint   Shared it with her when she climbed infeet in the others crotch

Arya fuckin kiddin me

                         I should have said Mary  You really need to get dressed and go home

Nobody going to jail

Consensual sex  Cuntsensual

Maybe piss the parents off

                             But then  We got our rocks off

Whareally were they going to be able to do

Thasaid

          Never found out

Hell

     She snuck into a party I was havinwe busted out Seven Minutes in Heaven in the closet for better than a hafhour

I thank my lucky stars Im me

    Prude

             slapped both knees

1028,  Sunday,  1  12. 24

1234,  Monday,  2  12. 24

https://www.space.com/39238-full-moon-names.html

https://www.wikihow.com/Play-7-Minutes-in-Heaven

Monday

mutteredpleasantly Eeny meeny miny moe

                                             washow he chose what piece to writehis routine  everybody should have a routine evenif theyd consider it a ruetine

You just said.  Are you repeating yourself?

    he paused a moment  for her to stretch her wingsexpand her mindTHINK think outside the box kiddo pleease  she really appealed to him physicallyhow she presented  GAWDsmackingly fuck gob only GAWD cut it

Im not

You saidcorrect me if I’m wrong, everybody should have a routine even if they’d consider it a routine.

he really wanted to cut her some slackgive her some leewaywhich which he rarely did  they had excuse reason just met earlier that evening  unlikely shed know anyone to be a precursor precursor in her experience to him

                                                                                                          Woudya look at him a heshe shehe mutterednot pleasantly Hes cuttin her some slackanybody remember the last time this prick cut anyone slack     Prick thas pretty strong   heshe shehe looked at the other who spoke grunted it was a shehe heshe theres a difference    DO YOU remember the last time    evertruthful No I cant    Yamade my point snarkily Concur    I concur    Fine then    Fine

    No  he smiled

                       It sounded like I said tha

I have a decidedly different take view on words   Theyre malleable

Malleable?

Yah As a kid I could never win a Spelling Bee after Fourth It was then I started bendinem  On paper they were exoticenticing

                   Often erotic  When I found one really hot coudnt keep my hands off myself

she burst out laughingdidnt cover her mouth which he found terrible exciting

Hes really cuttin her some slack    Woudya let it go were learnin somethin newbout him anif not new tha he can beif he chooses  malleable himself Which is breathtakin    noddingnodding Thas a good point good point fuckin historic  May never witness this again    Exactly

her eyes got wetwiped their corners with her fingers

                                                         he offered a handkerchief  Its cleanfrom my left pocket only use my right to blow my nose redundancy  a good thing to have backup planscontingencies

she took itwiped her eyes

Want me to hold it for you

That’d be sweet, I’ve no pocket.

I coudbe your pocket  Im not sweet

You’re not?

Nah

      Saltysweet at best     So

Yes.  So?

Malleable

Yes.  Malleable.

In tha sentence

                     Whas malleable

This is kindalike a game.

It is Playful

she mutteredeffervescently slowly  Everybody should have a routine even if theyd consider it a routine.

Routine.

Ruetine.  R U E T I N E.   Yes?

Attababy

    Awshucks ainttha sweet  heshe shehe said

0937,  “Monday Monday”,  2  12. 24

Mamas & the Papas  Monday, Monday  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWGh92O9kxU