Man  that was very kool

                          he looked up and on the ventilator he saw the digitised time 02:20  absently he looked away looking up again 02:22

                         on Thursday – a TWOs day -- 02/20/2020  or as he elaboratedwrote it 20  2. 20 which threw grocerystore cashiers off There's no such date.

he rarely made the exception to write 02/20/2020

                                                     but he was having a lot of fun with all these 2s and 0s chasing each other

2s reminded him of holding his breath underwater at the community swimming pool eyes open watching girls jump in from the three-meter divingboard and see their tops yanked up and them yanking them down in place again eyes closed none the wiser

OhBrother

by late in the summer he was able to hold his breath to catch three consecutive girls jump in and clear out of the way before coming up for air

he never told a soul

it was his secret garden

Beatles  Octopus’s Garden  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x9VzJpl05N0   

every story has a point

wherever its made

serves as a seed

its nice to have one to fall from jump off   or make

sometimes he tried to reverse it – engineer that its ends where he began

sometimes he found he forget his pointforgot to write it down

                                                              something occurredinterrupted before he got it out and it was subsumed  eaten alive

So what’s your point?

Wha of it

Your point. What’s your point?

Fuck if I know  It was probably too impatient to wait aroundI wasnt giving it the attention it wanted right then and there
Like a spoiled child

You don’t think it was important?

Probably as important as In the beginning was the word . .

Christ.

You telling me this isnt fun yadidnt garner any insightswe didnt learn anything

No.

Damn right No   I cant recall

                                         Youah remember every girl you slept with 
I do.

I dont

You don’t?

No

What’s your point?

That I didnt have to

                      to have arrived here

0209,  Thursday,  20  2. 20

1512,  Monday,  24  8. 20

he got a text from his a girlfriend this morning

                                                   Sunday

usually on Sundays he didnt get a word from her until later  early afternoon

she communicated that her brother and his wife were pregnant

  :  :  . . but they’re saying that they hope their child is gay.

i find this odd.

  :  :  Because it is odd

  :  :  it’s actually disturbing me quite a bit. i wouldn’t hope my child was gay or straight, i wouldn’t even consider it. who fucking cares.

i don’t think they’re capable. i hope they become capable.

i’m started to wonder if i was partially homophobic

  :  :  No. They don’t strike me as capable, not from what I remember. Wanting a child because you want it and raising a child are enormously different. Wanting is easy; it’s greed.

What happens when the novelty wears off?

No, you’re not homophobic, babe.

They’re making an inane wish . . imagine how disappointing the child will be if they grow up heterosexual, to parents who would rather they were gay. Are they going to force their child to be gay? Conversion therapy?

We’ll have to hope to the brightblue heavens the baby’s born healthy. To be able contend with their parents they’ll need to be physically healthy and mentally, emotionally, astute

Do yourself a favour, babe, don’t slow down for their weaving car, the wreck that’s going to happen – speed by it and don’t look in the rearview mirror

i find this odd

he thought parents would simply want a healthy baby

                                                          a baby born with ten fingers and ten toes  even the babys sex shouldn't matter (unless he supposed they ordered one)

odd doesnt begin to cut it

0934,  Sunday,  23  8. 20

1336,  Monday,  24  8. 20