21.7.20


“acting” without any prior experience #5 Drumpf DHS secretary Chad Wolf needs to go back to terrorising fictional Lil’ Red Riding Hoods
1041,  Twosday,  21  7. 20
Sam the Sham & the Pharoahs  Lil’ Red Riding Hood  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNEYfIUDkh8



there were bubbles in the tops of the apricot which stunned and pleased him more than he could say
                                                                                                          he was sitting on the toilet his afternoon constitutional gazing out the window the sun glinted off themoff their gentle trembling they couldnt help but catch his eye 

they clung to the foliage and bare sticks that he would prune in the Fall when the apricot went dormant
                                                                                                             they were clinging because a soft breeze moved the tree crowns behind them occasional leaves fluttered free  and if they werent clinging they would have lifted floated away or exploded
                                                            Oh!s usually accompanied their bursting their spherical crystalline reality breathtaking anticipation then the sodden realisation that the marvelous suddenly gracing us is transitory 
as we are
            but were not as beautiful or exquisite were not perfect vessels and we do not suddenly POPsuddenly disappear with only memory as our refuse



he sat very still and watched


he adored




then a single bubble 
                      the breeze had laid down
trembled more obviously than the others 
                                           it quit its clinging and lifted into the blue air its iridescence pronounced and like a flock of birds the other bubbles followed lifting too
                                                            they floated straight up  up    up
and at an altitude above the stickery ends of tree branches the single lead bubblenot ten feet above quiet silvered mass veered sideways  other bubbles followed its lead or diverged
                                                            and what transpired was a rapid acceleration and swirlingan iridescent murmuration that twisted mounted twisted back on itself like taffy a thousands-part quivering amoebic dance


then with what sounded like a pebble splashing in a pond
                                                                        gone




he rubbed his eyeshe wondered if he should trust them 
                                                           but he put that aside for they had benefitted himtreated him to savory untold glancesbreathtaking peeks and bore simple  witness

looking again everything was as it was deepgreen apricot foliage the azure sky broken low by reefs of trees and leafy tentacles
        though it seemed a shimmering remained wafting like underwater seagrass or weed
                                                                                                     a ghostly sundog
he wondered if the bubbles would resent being called a sundog                                                                                             

a quiet effervescent shimmering



he had trouble getting up off the pot

his legs had partially fallen asleep
                                  napped

1029,  Monday,  20  7. 20
1030,  Twosday,  21  7. 20

$144K -- killed


the president today We will shield the vulnerable
               The coronavirus will disappear

if this administration thinks that they have both oars in the waterthat theyre negotiating these deadly days – they aint – theyre rudderless going downstream
                                        could be a hellacious waterfall in the river
2212,  Twosday,  21  7. 20



Jello NO asshole  its spelled Jell-O     he didnt remember that he couldnt remember if he had a favourite Jell-O

he couldnt remember the last time he had Jell-O  

as a boy they had it for dessert a dollop of Cool Whip on top
                                                                he probably had frozen Cool Whip more recently than he had Jell-O


gelatin 
         his mother probably served it a couplethree times a week because it was flavourful but also a good source of protein
         not that the organ meats they ate didnt provide protein and more

he remembered going to grade school and sharing that he had liver the night before 

most of the kids tried to belittle him saying how awful it was that his parents fed him organs

he corrected them Not awful  Offal 

they didnt get it

some boys who were bigger than him took except

thats what bullies do

to compensate for his size and strength he fought dirty a handful of dirt in the face bends the arc towards equality 

he wished he had asymmetric warfare in his pocket for the teachers and principal Vietnam wasnt yet in full swing

other times he realised bigger kids were oafs slow didnt know how to move box  

boxing was a family trait they had a few Golden Glove boxers among them who loved nothing more than share their passion and skills  their type of bullying 

but with anythingif youre smart you learn from your mistakes 
                                                                  he learned he was a quick study particularly when learning meant you didnt have to get your ears knocked off or had to get up off the flooroff your back

some of his cousins didnt care for it

he dug it
          it might have suggested a kind of inherent masochism maybe 
                                                                            but possibly it crowded out what could have been sadist tendencies

he was the kid prone to jumping into the mix to stop many boys from beating up one boy

bullies are boosted when theyre in numbers

it was nice to catch a couplesometimes three who never saw it comingwho were so secure in their numbers that they felt they didnt have to watch their backs

YOU ALWAYS HAD TO WATCH YOUR BACK
                                                his life depended on him  he had to stand up for himself

if he caught a break if someone did side with him BONUS but he didnt expect bonuses so when they truly happened they were appreciated all the more



Jell-O 
       it was innarestin it passed through his head and reminded him of so much more than Jell-O

2039,  Twosday,  12  5. 20
1450 or 250,  Monday,  20  7. 20