8.2.15



he was a man of the cloth  a cloth of his own making  a web woven by a bitter black spider 
who rode in on a nightmare at the head of a fury of razorcleated horses
                                                                                                                      I heard that of him
I could see that

I watched him standing atop a remote hill
rigid  and disturbed

he was etched by daylight breaking behind him  and turning grey in its vapours
                       
he had been looking
hed been looking for me since last night

                                                                                            I watched him from where I hid
precariously  
                    behind a heavy brush stickled with thorns
I watched him throughout the night
  
I could make out the occasional pindots that flashed off his irises like the light off the lens of a deliberate camera 
                              like lightning shocks off dirty puddles   as he swept the 360 degrees of the sallow landscape beneath him
                                                   an inveterate watchtower
seeming invulnerable   believing himself immune
                                                                                  he stood on high  poised to either sound
an alarm for defence or direct strikes by lesser adjuncts who feared him
which  for what I knew of him  was more likely
                                                                                                                            
from what I knew of him I would never turn my back to him
or let him game me by a sudden innocuous advantage
 
he was not latent
                             the things he spoke of teeming in his skull were unsavory  and repugnant
though I might suppose one couldnt expect more from a man who was darkly infected
a considerable pustule  trembling near breaking  shining  and swollen    and vile

he could see that in a glass  if he truly looked
as he often took himself in
                                            yet he was unaffected  and uninhibited


so I did what I did because I wanted to   I didnt have to 
he was assuredly  evidently  very fond of her

I didnt have to  for lack of a better word  seduce her
but I did it to incite him
I wanted to incite him

Incite him
                as much his disgust incited me 

                                                                                     besides   she was drawn to me
as much as I was to her
if asked  we would admit our mutual attraction
but whose business was it  to ask such a question
 
why wouldnt we exploit our commiserate attributes      and bodies



he saw
and roiled ferociously

not that he had a right to do so
                                                   but then he was a man of the cloth  and likely he understood
that it was his right alone
   
and that  sensibility  was not lost on me
Id seen his corruption his side glances before I was ever introduced to him
a wild  unjustified  look of hatred glaring out of the corner of his eye
brusque  out the side of his face
                                                    that he hid when you came up to him and looked him in the eye

secreting his hand
his intentions



at top of the hill he trembled

the Dark  his ally and enabler  was escaping
cheated by the rising sun

he wouldnt dare attempt anything in light of day
No  not exposed
or apparent



the last I heard and saw of him was a dreadful cry  then the stomp of his heavy boots as he hurtled down the hill past the brush where I laid

he took long strides
his heels biting the earth
descending
                   he slammed into the barbed wire strands he had unrolled to skirt the hill and prevent my escape
he tore them up
unearthed their posts
and the whole of it                                                                                                          
                               flashed  and bounced     trailing in his mad flight

a remarkable train behind its black apex



and before him
as if I dreamed
                           mottled horses ran  snorting  and tossing their dreadlocked manes
                                                                                                             



AM dream,  Wednesday,  4  2. 15
1319,  Saturday,  7  2. 15
2152,  Sunday,  8  2. 15