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sorrily his job was much like his country

he worked for a small corporation and a corporate body that thought much of itself

they could their heads were in the clouds
                                              albeit he imagined  wonderful billowy clouds that they formed for themselves  perhaps with a pinch of fairy dust eye of newt wholesale headnodding  a dash of delusion

nice gig if you can get it 
                         nicer when nepotism informs it

he didnt have that luxury

he was boots on the groundwhich he preferred  he never brought teachers shiny red apples unless they were lookers anhe never took them at their word as gospel he didnt attend a Catholic school had a liberal public education which allowed him as he understood it to reasonably question authority  

suffice it to say he knew his grade school junior high an high school principals well 

his reputation apparently preceded him 

they were candid with his parents  they often described him as passionate

Sowha they say

They said what they usually say about you, son. You're engaging.

Aw cant somebody break the moldbe original Although I suppose someone doesnt become a principal an administrator unless they buy into the dictates that preceded them and enforce the prescribed curriculum

curriculum  
             the word tasted like shit in his mouth



he was boots on the ground 


what informed him didnt come down from on high

what informed him for the most part were those he servedhis customers without who  he wouldnt have a job

ofcourse corporate thinks theyre who pay him   

they would


he had to attend a mandatory employees meeting

since he didnt work on Sundays he didnt dress the part

which seemed to upset management No it upset them 


his job mirrored his country
                             he worked beneath an acting assistant manager an acting manager and an acting district manager  and he approached every one of them to introduced himselfthey couldnt seem to be botheredhe had only met them in the past two weeks

hed held his job four years

during the meeting they asked him to do some things that werent mandatory

fortunately they asked

he promptly declined

somewhat surprised they probably hadnt read his jacket they asked why he was denying them out of hand 
                                                                                                                anhehe wished he was reminding them then thought rather they were playing dumb following corporates bidding and policies thats expected of managers they have to because theyve bought into the game  so crossing his fingers he reminded them that what they asked didnt fit within the framework of the word mandatory

No. You’re incorrect. What’s mandatory is mandatory.

Perhaps within the confines you work mandatory is mandatory Im going off my experience in this storemy store Its my store because no one here has worked this store for as long as I have or have been employed by this company as long as I have  No parsing the truth

We can wrangle semantically euphemistically but Im not coming off the doorstep to meet you kindly on the street

You have a problem saying no 

A problem speaking to authority

They have authority because you dont question it

You dont even ask Why


You’re refusing?

he smiled lackadaisically Im not accepting Im not accepting without thorough reasons

Dont tell me what to do an tell me Because  

Because hasnt flown with me since I was a boy


they stood before him slackjawed

Hey this isnt about being between a rock an a hard place 

Get a detailed explanation

Find out how the policy was made


As it goes for me it should go for you

Compelling someone is more than Because I said sowe said so Man he really wanted to go off script Exorcist The Power of Christ compels you the Power of Christ compels you  but he didnt


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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0ZS9sImoOE  nothing like a good oldfashioned compelling

frankly he was provided yet furthur dispensation by Broken Angels a book he happened to be reading PART 2 prologue under the heading of Commercial Considerations: "In any agenda, political or otherwise, there is a cost to be borne. Always ask what it is, and who will be paying. If you don’t, then the agenda makers will pick up the perfume of your silence like swamp panthers on the scent of blood, and the next thing you know, the person expected to bear the cost will be you. And you may not have what it takes to pay.”
                                                                 which smelled like serendipity seren(e)dipity which from where he sat is a vastly difference species from surrendipidity sigh or for those who are less astuteneeded to be lead by their nose rings  surrend(er)dipity he did say semantics maybe he should also have said agility or mental acuity


he was  wasnt he   perturbed  a little troubled that she couldnt say wouldnt say what her two evening appointments were

asif they were nothing or a secret

she could have said I have This and then I have That as a matter of fact
no  
     I have two appointments.


appointments
               what are the latitudesthe euphemism one might attach to appointments


if he cared moreif there was actually something he could do about it maybe hed scratch  woander more about them

he always felt if someones going to say theyd say 
                                                      anif not he wasnt going to sweat it
it was small shit


still
    
      he was perturbed

but thats because he would have said he always said he wouldnt allow hints or the scent of dishonesty regarding himself
         he called a spade a spade why wouldnt he

he wouldnt equivocate 


Its dead

No. It’s just not alive.


Christ



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