30.7.24

 

What do you want? he demanded

  WHAT 

DO

YOU

WANT?

she smiledpitied him  I had what I wanted. I did.
                                                     I want nothing more.

2AMish,  Saturday,  3  5. 08
1115,  2sday,  30  7. 24

hes a scribbler

a restless scribbler

untempted to be a scribe
too mundane  ordinary
                              dictated

a scribbler runs amok
                          lawless ruleless   rueless
happy
         busy with ridiculous handfuls

2AMish,  Saturday,  3  5. 08

he asked himselfas he often did  often grilling himself
                                                            What do I understand
What does anyone understand

We understand what we think we understand
                                                    Crappy little else

Understanding is a precious defiant little commodity that looks neither left nor right

It is brilliant

Shadowless

Content

Friday,  2  5. 08
1043,  2sday,  30  7. 24

he hadnt tried a cut-up in a while
                                  randomly opening a book dropping his eye on a page copying words a phrase very rarely a sentence
see if the result makes sense

Donald Barthelme

his book Dead Father


worse was their blue

cable Julie carrying

himself

physical attentions

cops a feel whenever he can

one has the best façade

sewn-on tins cans

they do like to sic

I’m too young(!)

whelping is, after agonies

a skill

indicating helplessness

said the dead father

 

cut-ups challenge the imagination
                                    he was particularly fond of  I’m too young(!) / whelping is, after agonies / a skill / indicating helplessness / said the dead father

communing with the dead

or is he a ghost

or is he remembered

                          each speaks
  
lunch,  Friday,  23  5. 08
0917,  2sday,  30  7. 24
The Balloon to better perhaps thoroughly enjoy Mr Barthelme:  https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/1966/04/16/the-balloon