26.4.21

 

ever get caught up in a revolving door 
                                      anbetter yet to power a revolving door so fast that people dondare to try to get in  or does security want to try either

usually security came from inside the building leaving a hole in their operation that he could hurl himselfhad to hurl himself out onto the pavement avoid peeved hands trying to grab anhold him because he heldup their day fivesix minutes
        he rolledscraped his bare arms  he crieslaughs eyes shut tight Ya couldave joined me ya couldave tried  No takers no takers shame on you

he got away more often than he didnt

                                    that was a physical revolving door

he still likes themhas to pull himself back from wanting to do as he did when he was a kid however time to time he takes several revolutions to soothe himselfsoothe the beast that lingers in his memory

the beast recently has been displeased with him that hes not letting up on the length of the leashkeeping it tight and in check 
     anlike all things frustrated they look for a release

the beast was smarter than it looked

it waited for him to fall asleep and begin dreaming then like a commercial interruption fuck advertisers who insist its a break the beast scribbled in abysmal handwriting on the black spacethe suspended void of interrupture applying a leaky tincture of phonaesthetics
                                  Ya lookin an listenin, palooka, yapayin attention?  Got to  Im a captive audience prick  Yes. Yes yare.

the reveal is in rapid succession  blue waders  blue waters  blue waiters  blew waitersHA

lights begin to comeup words fadeout

the dreamnot missing a beat flickersreignites 
                                                 it made him leerynot preoccupied rather a tad frustrated   his beast had taught itself a neat little trick anknew it could get under his skin

the malevolent dream trying to be he wasnt afraid of the dark shuffles images of brutal walkways uprooted gardens broken gates uneven fractured pavement weeds reeking gangways threadbare hallways transom doorways wrecky staircases clinging ironworked fire escapes graveled coal-ashed alleys deserted streets potholed puddled oilyfaces reflecting overhead yellow streetlamps moonlit clouds staring black skies
                                                                   Ur-labyrinths  his fashionhis kind of dreams
                   INTERRUPTURE the beast again 
                                                   he hears a sound a chucklelaughter who knew a sense of humour
it could be impossible to take it down a peg or two nothing compares to consciousness 
                                                                                            cinematic eh? simianmatic semenmatic TOUCH A NERVE YET  

lights begin to comeup . . .  

0233,  Monday,  26  4. 21
1303,  Monday,  26  4. 21
Natalia Lafourcade  Nunca Es Suficiente (It’s Never Enough)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYK9QpEA3j4