they were talking out back behind the house away from the collection inside it

sipped their beers

told offcoloured jokes

her jokes were better than his

shes improved with age

when they were younger she couldnt keepup

now if he were to admit ithe wouldnt  she flipped the script on him

she was forcing his hand

hed have to be clever

I think, she said I’m in that place where I’ll have to concede, concede, buy a handgun.

Jesus I thought we agreed knives ballpeen hammers baseball bats . .   

. . For tha . . . yeah.

                       I’m talking if it precedes those events.

Precedes

Yes.

Concede to buy a revolver

Ah there you go, my kind of class, yes, but of course a revolver.

he smiledwas amused  shook his head

                                          Of course    Im surprised is all The kind

Colt Cobra get this, a Thirtyeight S P L.

Really  A freakin acronym comin out of your mouth

If I don’t irritate you who will?

Those people inside you invited

OHstop, they’re okay . .

. . Not close But theyre your friends

                                         I appreciate the invite

S P L

Are you that thick?

Hit me with an acronym I disengage think nothing

                                                     I also do not like guns hence knives ballpeen hammers baseball bats Handaxes almost forgot  Ya threw me with the handgun mention

S P L

   Yes yes. Thirtyeight caliber . . Special.

Coudnt say tha

Actually I did.

In gunese

            Fuckin code specialised language  legalese

Say  Ya know me better

I do, but I like to irritate you on occasion, as every freakin’ soul in the house would.

Each an every one

                       Yes

Whas the catch

Catch?

The Colt Cobra Thirtyeight caliber Special

You think there’s a catch?

Youre usually glued to your word

                                        Theres a catch

You know me so well.

We got history

The gun. One bullet. Exit strategy.

Very unladylike

I’ve not always been a lady . .

. . When Ive liked you best

                              Id think women would be more how shall I say    more vain

Vain?

Messy head

Cremated.

Who finds you

   Shit.

Theres tha

There is that.

Maybe somebody inside

Would you leave them alone?

I think somebody inside  It wont be me

                                            Ill take a PAS

You’d leave me high and dry, take a pass?

Yes

What kind of friend are you?

The friend whod rather watch porn than horror slasher flicks people killing people

                                                                                         Takin a PAS

You’re something else, a pass.

Youre misunderstanding me

                                 Not a P A S S  a P A S

You’re acronyming me?

I am

       Don I make you proud

Proud. No.

             Irritated.

they laughed

Awright. I’ll bite.  What is P A S?

Physician Assisted Suicide

                                 I may be vain

nearly 1600,  day-between-2-Ts,  28  2. 24

1319,  Reggaefriday,  1  3. 24

Billy Joel  You May Be Right  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ilsv0C1-aBw

as she stood with her son in her arms she nodded goodbye to him  Have a beautiful day

                                                                                               they disembarked the bus

Now he thought thas not something you see every day

Ah  but youve experienced it more often than most men Id wager

  Perhaps

Perhaps my eye

Our eyes

   Perhaps    Can we agree

   I can agree   Just in the right place at the right time

More to it than tha

   How so

Do you think theyd do wha they did if they didnt feel comfortable around you

   I  I havent thought of tha

Think

        Think about it    So many women

absently  Not soo many

STOP

       Many many

  Maybe they can smell it on me tha as a child I had a sixpak of wet nurses

Funny

Maybe because I grewup among breastfeeding aunts

Maybe because its natural not sexual to you

   It can be

Its been

   Yes

             Its very natural

She was naturalcomfortable with you

she was young Amerindian    beautiful

                                              wanted motherhood is beautiful

1055,  Thursday – Leap Day,  29  2. 24

1136,  Reggaefriday,  1  3. 24

Carole King  A Natural Woman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQXY8zwQgmc

   recreational sex

                      clowns at The Heritage Foundation posted to X run by another clown “(WHITE CHRISTIAN PATRIARCHAL) Conservatives have to lead the way in restoring sex to its true purpose, & ending recreational sex & senseless use of birth control pills.”

                                       So sorry ladies wha a bunch of cunts 

reading recreational threw him

                                 itimmediately made him think creational rectal secretional

floppingaspin like fish out of water  lathered in whippedcum slippery womens cum blowin bubbles while tryin to catch a breath

       SO he said out loud to no one no one in particular  Women  they have recreational sex like guys sportfuck  Do guys have to restore sex to its true purpose  Cant masturbate   Become ascetic priestlike

                                                                                                Oops

Havin an occasional boy is awrightright

   Im tellinya wha America needs is to restore these clowns remove them to their ancestral lands   As Honest Abe said 14August 1862  “Your race suffer from living among us, while ours suffer from your presence… It is better for us both, therefore, to be separated.”

0859,  Reggaefriday,  1  3. 24

1103,  Reggaefriday

https://www.msnbc.com/the-reidout/reidout-blog/alabama-ivf-sex-aoc-alexandria-ocasio-cortez-rcna141033?cid=eml_mda_20240301&user_email=e4c91d00eead6d858374885584701152a02c6d873bb23bf387b4583a289e5951

https://www.history.com/news/abraham-lincoln-black-resettlement-haiti 

Now if I was smart he thought he chuckledstopped  chuckled again  it grew into sardonic laughter from deep in his chest

          finally shook his headshook it off

                                                    Now if I was

If I were smart Id be elsewhere

                                 “In that day you shall begin to possess the solitude you have long desired. Do not ask me when it will be or where or how. On a mountain or in a prison, in a desert or in a concentration camp. It does not matter. So do not ask me because I am not going to tell you. You will not know until you are in it.”

                                                                                   Thomas Merton  The Seven Storey Mountain

If he was

              he was a sucker for her

he denied her big brown eyes had any effect on him

                                                            they did not

rather he refused to admit to her they did

                                             out the gatefirst dating her told her to put em away

she liked his virile adamancy

I want to move to California to be near my family.

Those assholes he should have been able to resist himself SHOULD  an inactive null and void word in his lexicon

sharply Listen, those beautiful brown eyes becoming spitting mud boils  we’ve been living near your fam . .

. . Near Excuse me

                     Knowing you youll want to park our asses smackdab in their midst

They’re my family . . our family.

They are assholes

                    Should that should again he stopped himself bluntedsevered what couldnt be unsaid  A seven hour car ride one way is not near  Nearer

Screw you. I want to be nearer my family.

   Not a good idea

                     In your heart of hearts you know  its not a good idea

Well.

        The heart wants what the heart wants.

It does

   Is that a yes?

   As close as possible tha I can form

                                                 Its a bad idea

it took her family twelve years four months to kill her the last six a terror on their immediate family

she became her familys proxy

   she killed herself

1018,  Thursday – Leap Day,  29  2. 24

0953,  Reggaefriday,  1  3. 24

Nilsson  Gotta Get Up  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jRh2PRa1tU