Whadafuckwha was at the back of his leghis calf

he had gone outside pulled some weeds went out to transplant a wisteria his daughter gave himgave him seeds from her wisteria  two years he tried  finally one seed of too too many seeds sucseeded

                                                                                  Eureka muthafucker he cried when he found the sprout his thumb turned the palestpalegreen ever a long time coming

                                                                               I persevered baby he hollered she died a yearanahalf earlier I perseveredya got me baby ya got me tears crept into his eyes he wasnt getting over her death anytime soon he was crippled

there at the back of his calf

                            badgered by a moth a pale limecoloured mothFitting  so very fitting truly badgering him

he brushed it away a couplethree times it kept coming back a bad hombre HA a bad mujer

his daughter had been a bad mujer

                                     they were at a bar together  given their fast affection some clown took exception to an older guy enjoying the company of a younger woman

                                                           push came to shoveshe saw it come into his eyes his old man told him When a fights inevitable throw the first punchWHAM other clowns heaped on himshe leapt on them landed several punches before other patrons intercededbroke up the melee

                                                              she took a shot in the mouth

Lemme see that he said

                          Hmm a busted lip Cold drink or ice 

Stupid question Dad

Barkeep  two cold beers two whiskys please

he turned back to her

                       Thanks for having my back baby  Really   Your mouth okay

It's fine, Dad, he hit like a li’l girl.

   Nah he couldnt help itcrept into his skull souls usually don visit in the shape of a moth right

2108,  ReggaFriday,  8  10. 21

1611, Sunday,  10 10. 21

 

Into the Hereafter . .

. . Wha

Hereafter, the Hereafter.

Wha hereafter

The Hereafter, into the Great Beyond beyond Beyond.

Ya playin with meepizeuxis ya emphasising beyond

                                                       For wha purposeya think theres something beyondbeyondbeyond this . . now . since you met blue panties

he looked irritated Her nam . .

. . Yare correct her names Dodger blue panties

Shelli.

       Her name’s Shelli.

So Shelli Dodger blue panties thats a mouthful

                                                  Seems since youve been hanging with her her religionher philosophy . yare better off thinking of it that way  gets ya around religion has been influencing you  Suppose ya gotta play the Gawd card my friend ifya wanna get in her panties Get beyond the cotton You should understand that the vulva is a very sensitive a delicate area a lot like the our lips on our face 

                                                                  Although your lips have rarely come in contact with lips secured in panties Terrible shame  Lips are a terrible thing to waste

What do you know? he was irate

We being philosophical or existentialI know lips Donknow much about the Hereafter or the Great Beyond I believe this is it

     Rather Ill assert that this is it Yap of hereafter the Beyond a dealbreaker  Like owning a dog

he saw his eyes fall

She owns a dog

She does.

Knock yourself out brother

                           Knock yourself into the hereafter Piece be with youa sly smile greased his lips Shalom aleichem Teach her thatshe may come out of her panties  red meat baby

2333,  Sunday,  10  10. 21

1651,  Twosday,  12  10. 21

lotsa people think dogs are smart because they can be trainedYawanna eat Jack Russell Terriers in England used for fox hunting is that still a thing terriers are ratters cats taught them everything they know 

                                                                                            and cats yacant train themdon even try

a child can be trainedYawanna eat

a cat a domesticated catNever Feral   they aint dog or child stupid

he had evidence

                  he liked cats because they were independentDOGS ARENT and because a cat is independent he or she will ignore him if he wants to pet themclaws present rightfully so if they wanted to be petted then he could but the bright independence they enjoy he also enjoys if they wanted him to pet them and he didnt want to Screw yourself he wasnt obliged he and they were very similar  independent

                                                               he wasnt getting lost in thought  he had evidence

some evenings after dinner he decided to take in a film rather than following the political shows on the computer sometimes he needed a break from abysmal Republicans  after all this is what political death throes look like devoid of ideasany realistic platform cultists theyre scratching and clawing to pervert democracy to deny votes steal elections cant have niggers Mexicans and Asians steal their white country out from under themthey had no intentions of contending with them toe-to-toe face-to-face eyeball-to-eyeball dont need uppity human beings thinking themselves equal to white people so theyre doing everythinganything they can think of to break their spines why they werent learning their lessons upset them

                                   he wasnt getting lost in thought  he had evidence

after dinner on occasion he decided to sit on the couch and take in a film when he did he sat with a clipboard paper and pen his usual red ink BIC pen

hed start the VHS or DVD and one by one his cats wanted him to pet themhe had four

one by one he denied themignored them

he scribbled quick thoughtshe was always thinking sometimes particular films from the library greased him and hed have to pause them to writecapture his thoughts

setting his pen down restarting the film one by one his cats returned and jumped up onto the couch they batted the pen down onto the floor   

he set them down and picked up his pen

they were playing with him

by the fourth he let the pen lay and petted her or him until they had enough then the others would return for their affection

         they only stuck around for ten minutes or so then gave way for the next

unbeknownst to them he kept a red BIC tucked above his right earhe sat to the right side of the couch his hair was long and covered it

                so if greased again to write a thought he took the pen from behind his ear and wrotehe was lefthanded while continuing to pet them

he wasnt as stupid as he looked

evidence

2112,  ReggaeFriday,  8  10. 21

1151,  Twosday,  12  10. 21

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