took a quiet hitter fivemg

had returned from a walkread for a reheated dinner a beer an a film Lolita afterwards

WHYNOT

RAMBLE

            also

in a file he found a piece he played with last in 2004 Oneish  day-between-2-Ts  that he called Wednesday then

                                                                                                                     it began

. . . trying to read but not interested wondered what he was trying

                                                                           YAWwwwwwning

yawwwwwning

left                                                        and                                                        right

    saw wearable art ad probably a magazine

one line of action is  wearable disruption

disruption eruption irruption corruption rupture rapture rapt raptor rapture raptor  or corrupt raptor   or corrupt raper

another line as he read the ad

THINK

THEETHINK

THINK IN THIN INK

THINKNIK beatnik or THINKKNACK the thinkknack of a thinknik  picnics

it smelled cool over at the creek

                                 was a really hot high brightblue California sky day

THINK  INK   TINKER

a think tinker in ink red ink

                                 re-Dink

takin potshotsplunking in ink

                               theres always a thoughtthinking when a hand touches a pen touches paper  always a way words suddenly appear on page

asif paged

              paging  someone

something

            some  thing   other some thing because

it arrived in ink

visible

palpable

           risking a twodimensional existence

di-mansions  demon-sions  dement-tions   de-mention    dementias                                                                                                       

whereby he thinks

                     dementia can be just another word

anif only a word a word

                           can dementia exist

does it turn pages

                     is it

a flipside

a posit

if a posit legit

                other unusual posits equally are legit  for their commonality

if not common

if rare

          minimalising its rareness would be uncommon  unseemly

if commons legit

uncommon  unlegit

                     illlegit illlegitimate   illlegitintimate     incestuous

SO:

        rare

        uncommon

        unfounded

        illconceived

        poorly considered

rare is inconsiderate or is it unconsidered underconsidered

SO:

        uncommon

        un-common

        under-common

                        hierarchyLOOK hie-rare-archy   anarchy

smoke blowing across a page

too HOT

to handle

                  censored

cen-sor

scent-sore

sense-sore

See no evil

Hear no evil

Speak no evil

Taste no evil

Feel no evil

          AW

take a ballpeen hammer an anvil to it

                                     Obliterate it

evil

live

    unsedated

slightly high

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1929,  Sunday,  9  6. 24

Hegel:  The true evil is an attitude which perceives evil everywhere.

Rene Creval:  No daring is fatal. 

You think that’s funny?

    he was laughing too hard to speakhead bouncing upandown like a yo-yo

I mean man . . . . you really think that funny?

squealing high thin Hilarious

                               to himself Ohshit that not thats

Hilarious? outraged

bobbleheadssqueals again  Fuckin hilarious

Sick, sick, sick sense of humour.

                                   he literally turned his back on him shook his fists at empty air

Po buddy

constantly had to tell him to learn be able to laugh at yourself

                                                                  Woudya take the fuckin joke 

was relating a interview he had that afternoon for a job

                                                           They the company an me  we agreed to not worry about foregoing it on-line  I apologised Told them my PC glitched that morningLIED thaantha don know how to use it

Im tryin to be fairYES we didnt ZOOM I told them I was comfortablewilling to talk with them on the telephone

Your iPhone? they asked

My PC is plentyunfortunately   until this morning I find it house phone redundant ball in their court

Hesitantly they allowed it

                            Was a good interview for teneleven minutes  then she asked what I knew was coming

What?

Likely trained on-line she was probably lessaware less prepared  Empathetic  I woudnt think theyre trained bedside manners

What?

Yah She popped the question

                                 So tell me . HOLY COW BOUTTIME . . where do you see yourself in five, ten, fifteen years?

I let it hang

I let it hang like aging beef  like I was deeply considering her question   In earnest

I repliedsnorted  Alive

                        Hilarious

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456preferred, Sunday

Connie Francis  Never On a Sunday  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WSL6YNCU4bc

Henry Miller

              Make mud puddles . . . but see to it that they reflect the galactic varnish.  found it in Nexus page 69

nexus

      a connection link between things people events  especially that is or is part of a chain of causation

                                                                                                              if at the nexus of something one is in the middle of it

standing in the middle of an intersection

those are places he visited inhabited

                                         as a provocateurhe would

inclined to be impetuous assertive aggressive woudnt think thered be room for empathy but there was

    make mud puddles

in his head he saw a rainwetted street an indistinct shadow a womans feet a pensive waiting posture arms crossed raincoat strapped at the waist hat pulled low over her eyes her expression anticipation

                                                                                            but not lookingrefusing to look in any direction for it

   sounding

               as a whale takes a deepbreath and dives a bird soars effortlessly on aircurrents and waves a bear remarkablynoiselessly  crosses a green forest floor

her own person

                   independent

   

January 2004

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https://raintaxi.com/the-secret-violence-of-henry-miller-henry-miller-and-how-he-got-that-way/

he considered on paper while riding into work on the bus

                                                                 it occurred to him as he showered

after breakfasting on three raw eggs he cracked directly into his mouth as he stood at the kitchen sink looking out  entertaining his backyard and garden and coop

a consideration of fried or scrambled eggs

                                               how they ever got there

fried

      their structure fixedset once and for all  hopelessly non-ever to be a chicken

scrambled

            their parts batteredbeaten shiftedround folded into one another  sheared transfixed obliterated

                                                                                                                  a whole something else unable to be concerned with the hopelessness of never being a chicken

he watched the lather from washing his hair sluice turnlazy down the drain

it hadnt been the eggs awareness that appealed to him

                                                          rather

their attractive elastic fluidity

                               their tasty aspect  the feel in his mouth  their slippingrelenting as he sucked chewed and swallowed

      

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