29.7.22


she was none too happy

he didnt care

she was so closeso close  yet so far

he enjoyed her anguish
                          Bet on the wrong horse
she thought she knew a thing or two about horses had owned them since a little girl

OWNED operative word
                          cant own people
some think otherwise
OBLIVIOUSLY
Life Insurance would have shelled out twofiftyK
she liked Ks
her name began with one
                           maybe if it ended with one he might have treated her unknowingly to the bonus shed been looking for her whole life
three marriages
                  later four  gotta keep casting 

  

she was pretty thats what he was told  perhaps a pretty parasite

he had eyeshe didnt need to be told
                                     her inside black shone through he didnt see how so many couldnt maybe they were too close to the paintingtoo lazy to step back squat or step aside to take in different perspectives
                                                                                                      or were terribly susceptible to gaslight


she was none too happy he survivedwas coming home from the hospital

her unhappinessglowering made him smile

he made plans to catch him when he felt well enough to see him

that also made him smile

2035,  Thursday,  28  7. 22
1158,  ReggaeFriday,  29  7. 22
How he missed tha Hall & Oates  Maneater  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRYFKcMa_Ek  
I Can’t Go for That (No Can Do)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ccenFp_3kq8


Charade
         he loved the game but he was a ham mebbe he ought to say he was an uninhibited ham inhibitions get in the way when ones actingtheyre not themselves let go  just let go 
                                                                 he mopped the floor with his competitors
Charade
         he loved the film ‘63 Audrey Hepburn gobsmacking beauty Cary Grant  not shabby himself 

she was 34

he 59

authentic chemistry between themhe could relate to them as a couple  dug that she was forwardpursued he understood why Grant wouldnt probably better than most

in one scene of many in kind Hepburn leans in on Grantkisses him leaning back slightlyher face in his she whispers
Don’t kiss back?  Doctor says that it’s bad for my thermostat.his thermostat crushed it delivery was cold fishpitch on he howled


out of his slim corridorbut even while he was out wilding Life stumbleslacks repartee scripts shouldnt be the only place where it exists
                he hoped it was improv Hepburn askedreferring to Grants cleft chin How do you shave in there? it was breathless anif one wasnt paying attentionpassing the popcorn theyd miss it he hung on dialogueappreciated repartee
recently conversations have been arid moistless deserts 

cant play Charade alone

2139,  Thursday,  28  7. 22
1104,  ReggaeFriday,  29  7. 22


I don dream I vignette

Noun

An I changed it into a verb I have that abilityright up there with lucid dreaming or shoud I say lucid vignettingjust follow my lead  Ive seen ya in my darkened theatre feet on the seatback munching popcorn sipping soda pop eating licorice whips
Theyre called shoestring licorice 

I hit ya with it itll feel like a whip 
                                        Thank you for not denying your attendance
I get in free

a sidekick denizen Mariachi bandit privileged to his wheelhouse Yare welcome  he wasnt bitter           

Awwhe should have thanked himalways late to the game  Thank you

 Thas awright
                    As I was sayin I vignette when I talk with people about dreaming mebbehaf or better say they think they do but they don remember

Don remember

No nothing  hardly anything  They say I think I didIm pretty sure I did.  Pretty sure. As they talk they squeeze their eyes shut like peering hoping for a glimmer  they ought to pursue it soonerlay in bed an think it over
But a majority of them wake to alarmscant be late to work

I still remembered

Dreams  er vignettesexcuse me  mean more to you


he vignetted one into the nextno commas abrupt hedbe in an intimate situation an suddenly on tall ironworks trying to stop children from committing suicidejump to their deaths   unsuccessfully

Thas not a good example both are intimateterribly intimate

Ohmy yare correctgood point  I shoudve prefaced the first sexually intimate backing naked off the foot of the bed onto an Ibeam clothed pleadin   It was a violent revolution one into the other

Yes I remember I closed my eyes during the second

I wished I coudve

You sat boltupright weeping

I did It crippled me


But when you went back to sleep you vignetted you were arguing with a woman who had low esteem . .
. . These remarkable women . .
. . An laid her many accomplishments at her feet
                                                    Ya said Don stepback stepforward into the fray because yare right  They think their privilege entitlement is owed respect They fell into it Yave fought your way to your position without Daddys or Mommies silver spoon stucked in your mouth

They is usually men

They is  

White men Older worse

They is

Impediments

  They is
            Yare better than a car chase man

Thank you

Yare welcome 
               Ah  finally did it right

Nomind
          Yare a work in progress as am I

1500,  Thursday,  28  7. 22
0951,  ReggaeFriday,  29  7. 22
Mommas & Pappas  Dream a Little Dream of Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ajwnmkEqYpo
D’Angelo  Greatdaynamornin’/Booty  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETc1Dr2U8ZQ