24.3.18



IS
    written in black permanent marker enclosed by a near perfect circle

he was very taken by the freehand circle


IS  denotes being

IS encapsulated by a circle the circle like skin concrete skin  the only way to remove concrete is to destroy itcut it up into manageable pieces or crush it under sledgehammer blows

this IS wasnt likely to put up with either the sawblade or hammer  take them in hand is tantamount to threatening IS 

he thought IS would be terrifying in that confrontation



IS was written on a risers face on the upper right hand side

he looked around for hints to who IS was it was on a secluded staircase leading up or going down from the library parking lot 

it was typically a haven for the homeless  for disaffected teens whose antisocial tendencies he had firsthand knowledge of  he offended them by telling them Shutup he didnt want to hear the filth coming out of their mouths   

the four bigmouths somehow forged a band of teens that converged on him but aside from their vile words they were smart enoughat least  not to touch him 

their words didnt touch him 

he strolled oblivious at their head at his leisure 

someone fearing for his safety called the police


the staircase was littered with detritus partially eaten food containers empty liquor bottles drug paraphernalia clothing sweaters tattered blankets feces

once a week someone with the librarys maintenance staff threw the things away scrubbed the waste hosed down the long concrete staircase

IS remained  slightly faded 

he didnt think maintenance played with sulfuric acid

sulfuric acid has a way with permanence


IS  inclined him to use those steps whenever he was passing to the libraryheading over to the grocerystore 

the homeless moved aside made a gap so he could step through them 

the teens usually got up off their asses stood let him pass 

apparently they had heard of him

he always said Thank you as he went


IS

Being



we are all beings 

circumstances beyond our control can have deleterious affects

youd think someone would want to understand a person rather than cast the wide net of stereotyping

as a youth he read Yevgeny Yevtushenko a Russian poet: No people are uninteresting . . . if someone lives in obscurity, / befriending that obscurity, / he is interesting to people / by his very obscurity.

that was written in 1961

he carried a clipboard in the cloth bag that hung from his shoulder as he walked

in among the wastepaper one side used the other side free held by the board he kept Yevushenkos poem inside a plastic slip he copied the poem on a typewriter  whaszat?

he figured the weighted bagwhat might be inside it  concealed   probably provided him unmolested passage between the homeless and teens

no one dared ask Whats in the bag, man?



IS
    reminded him every time he passed it 

No people are uninteresting . . What do we know of brothers, of friends? / What do we know of our one and only? / And about our own fathers, / knowing everything, we know nothing.


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