some unfortunate thoughts that occurred when he heard of the attack on Israel

   ---  apartheid Israel

   ---  State sponsors of terror  Iran Russia the United States China India North Korea in no particularly order

   ---  “We recommend Hezbollah not come into this,” said Israeli military spokesman Richard Hecht to reporters. “I don’t think they will. If they do we are ready.”  

   ---  when we do not do the work for peace (1993s Two State Solution) we get war

   ---  Netanyahus illiberal undemocratic provocations 

   ---  dysfunctional U. S. House Republicans believe that Iranians will attempt to cross into the United States from the South Border (he didnt think Iranians looked like Mexicans or South Americans)

1228,  Sunday,  8  10. 23

1230,  2sday,  10  10. 23

https://www.haaretz.com/opinion/editorial/2023-10-08/ty-article-opinion/netanyahu-bears-responsibility/0000018b-0b9d-d8fc-adff-6bfd1c880000

ilira Inuit word which means the fear that accompanies awe

                                                                 he hasnt experienced it

kappia  also an Inuit word  means to fear or arouse the fear of physical injury

                                                                                    hasnt experienced that either

maybe he hasnt lived right

both he learned through Robert MacFarlane  his book Underland

                                                                      perhaps vicariously he could summons them

underground doesnt appeal to him

                                     hence

cremation

barbecue

Get it while its hot

                    hes eaten strange things

if he knew he probably wouldnt be put off

helps to think of human beings as animals

                                                would he want to be eaten

   if he didnt know he wouldnt be troubledKNOW

                                                      maybe ilira sets in stiffens his cock churns his bowels sets his heart pounding

CLANG CLANG CLANG goes the trolley

DING DING DING goes the dinner bell

fear hasnt held much sway in his life

                                       because he has realisedreadily acknowledged his entitlement

born white  male  in First World America

it hasnt wormed its way into his brain unlike others whove enjoyed it  their sex placated for millennia 

                                                                                                             why get a bug up your ass if it slips away

aint a damn thing forever

0900ish,  Sunday,  17  9. 23

1813,  2sday,  10  10. 23

Judy Garland  The Trolley Song  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p6O7g4XnTN8

   I chortled last night    he whispered on purpose

Chortled?  Don’t tell medon’t hear that too often . . . I do know it.

he humoured him so he waitedwatched his conflicted hardworking face

                                                                            an he didnt like to work that hard

I know I know it.

I know you do

   I just don’t now.

Awcomon

No I’m serious. 

                   I think I’m thinking too hardyou don’t hear people say chortled too often.

But you read

I haven’t read it either.

                             Chortled.      Hint?  Sexual?

Wha  Hell no

Don’t Hell no me, you’re not often far removed from sexual innuendo.

                                                                          that was true

Lewis Carroll  Through the Looking Glass

I’ve haven’t read it, you?

It an Alice Some parts of his poems  Youre getting off track

So it’s not sexual.

I didn’t mind one bit bein chortled last night

It is sexual.

Ill admit in lusty moments Ive chortled

                                               Laughters good for sex and the soul

Laughter.

Correct

What does Carroll have to do with anything?

He coined it Likely a blend of chuckle and snort

                                                   An Ive done them too during sex an making love

What made you chortle?

Dreamt of my daughters

                          Yellow summer day they came in from swimmingsunbathing I was snoozin on the couch We got high together  After a little whileafter disjointed speeches an tales the two ran off into the kitchen munchies ruckus ensuedsound comin out was pitched their voiceslaughter refrigerator door opened closed opened jars clanged muted Tupperware  closed againan oopstoohard push cabinets doors silverware drawer 

Utterly fantastic

                  The grrlsmy grrls were huungry

    

1121,  2sday,  10  10. 23

High Noonhurr,  2sday

at the airportdidnt matter where he looked backpacks galore not utilitarian militarykhaki but colourfuldesigner packs statements which unfortunately reminded him of big vanity pickup trucksGawdforbid anything approaching work neared it might scratch its pretty paint

                                         for another matter babies hanging off their parents in front in back he thought Wow some real connections real bonding  baggage babyYES their hands are free with his he had an arm and hand free baby against himbonded and when they got old enough they rode on his shouldersdrooled in his hair his hair grew thicker for babyspit

reminded him of when he was a kid

some kids had schoolbags

                            pussies  but maybe daddy had a briefcase

                                                                            pussy

he carried his books in one arm often switched alleviating the weightthe burn

however

         he also walked out of his wayin the opposite direction of where he lived to carry a girls books home for her

LET THE GAMES BEGIN

he gamed early

                 and when the little girls grewup teenagers  they remembered his kindness often returning it in soft sweet goodsmelling ways

they necked and petted

   then freed drivers license they caught fire in the backseat of the family stationwagon parked remotely under trees in a field near the airports chainlink security fence

1038,  day-between-2-Ts,  20  9. 23

1041,  2sday,  10  10. 23

Sam the Sham & the Pharaohs  Lil’ Red Riding Hood  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNEYfIUDkh8

Bruce Springsteen  I’m on Fire  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iLtGTwIxZZs