if that didnt blow his mindnot
that he minded his mind blown
he rather liked it
years of drug use had smiled
on him
he was out theregoing inward
his whole reason for smoking dope hashish opium snorting THC eating
psilocybin peyote dropping tabs of acid orange sunshine was to findthat doorway
and burrow deep inside himself find out
what he was made of find out that what didnt
kill him Well
just meant he got luckyreceived an undeserved Pass that time
although he never never never entertained a
needle
it was offended him
maybemaybe he was a square he didnt think so he didnt mind needles for labwork or
donating bloodhe avidly donated gallons and gallons of sloppy A+ blood for
whoever needed it victim or
vampire
yet
needles didnt attract himno matter who the fuck was shooting up Stones Beatles Neil Youngs buddies https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=49M10VIXPk4
they could have it
the buddies he had who shotup he witnessed the revolver pressed to their
veins the sighs the aahs their eyes rolling in their skullsrolling back in their skulls a quiet recess
Adios muthafucker
Nah not his thing
no matter how many
times he was offered
Thats
all yours man
sometimes the “All yours man”
was the last thing he said to them maybe the last thing they heard
he had lotsa dead friends
but
what was tripping him today was his granddaughters watching cartoons on a
Monday morning when he was a fucking kid
the only cartoons available were had on Saturday morningsTHATS IT and the cartoons were animals Deputy Dawg Bugs Bunny Daffy Duck Yogi and
BooBoo Foghorn Leghorn Speedy
Gonzales Sylvester Tom and Jerry
not
CGed phony human beings and certainly not
hawking social media smartphones apps
commercials tried
but who the fuck paid any attention
to commercials
he couldnt say that one commercial
ever made him want whatever it was they were hawking . . but then to be sure those doling grass or street corner pushers
werent allowed to hawk on television
he had to excuse himself Excuse me Fuckin cable
he had to excuse himself Excuse me Fuckin cable
The Times Are A-Changin’ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90WD_ats6eE
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