19.8.15

We dont see things the way they are we see them as we are



You came to bury him

Yes 
       Hes dead right
I received word he was dying
I stopped at the hospital
He wasnt there
No one informed me he was taken home



He is dead
Correct

You think wed bury him alive

Is that an honest question  or are you trying to tease an honest answer from me


Theres reason why I live across the country from family

Because you separated yourself from us
That wouldnt be true

I was young  but I had my eyes at the seams and they were tentative even before I left

Besides   we have our own lives to live on our own terms 
                   
And those arent terms to be set by anyone other than ourselves
 
Even then there was a lot of cajoling  disparate assessments   and worse  family trying to inhibit or diminish siblings from pursuing their dreams because others didnt share them



Be for something  Not against it

Against it is always easier
No skin in the game

You still dont shaddup
You still have nothing to say




Nothing



I couldnt bribe you for an original thought

Always running at the mouth petulant   Always demeaning

Always waiting for something original
Thats not true

I lied

I quit waiting for something original out of here

I come back to check pulses  hold a mirror to noses mouths to see if breaths will stain them

Always figured one day Id be back to throw the dead wood on a fire




Are we tossing some wood on the fire or was I misinformed  The reports of my death have been greatly exaggerated   Twain
 
We dont see things the way they are we see them as we are    Nin

Youre a muthafucker

A read muthafucker  not to put too fine a point on it

Always shoving worthless bits in our faces and troubled that we have no idea what youre talking about

The worthless bits arent   That you think theyre worthless is the problem
Youre vacuous outside the immediacy of your petty concerns   
Myopic


This world is too big and too beauty to be nearsighted in it  or hindered




Hes dead



The End





1239,  Monday, 17  8. 15
0200,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  19  8. 15