5.2.18



Youve come a long way baby

                                 but there are crass men eidgets wholl interrupt yougrab you by your hairdrag you out of linesend you back to the end because somehow they cantheyre allowed  because you threaten their sorry lil selves you rebuke their vulgar overtures  Who the fuck do you think you are cunt to turn your nose up at me

you didnt say a word
you didnt have to
it flashederupted in your eyes unmistakably brilliantneon  

enraged by a lack of decency

demanding Who do you think you are  


these supposedmen cant handle rejection
Mommas boys

theyve been stoked for breathingstoked for at long last able to wipe their own asses

their deficient Mommies and Daddies if they had both were somehow impressed  but particularly if their Mommas made them feel so very special

it was your job too

                    who were you not to see they were and treat them in kind


when they knocked you down because physically they could in their disgusted exhaleif you could have heard  Mirror mirror on the wall  restroom lookingglasses worked zitmarred lockerroom glass worked stoked them  their moving reflections in peripheral plateglass storefronts  their dull reflections in aluminum trim on grocery store refrigerated display cases 

they were slick  and practised

                                  it was rare to catch them during their averted glancessizing themselves up mighty damn proud they were the cats meow their Mommies insisted  their Daddies demanded    that their Daddies demanded of their wives

prides a powerful drug
                         an aint a bitch alive who sees otherwise gonna keep her place in line  not as long as they can throw them headlong onto their faces  kick them in ass screaming To the end of the line cow




after she was assault by a coward in a hoodie  casted  waiting surgery  an old man behind her in a Target linepeeved she was holding things up  she was still new to crutchesnever having been on them before  obviously struggling  the old white man said out loud to anyone listening Somebody ought to punch her off her crutches finish it make it easier for everyone else whos being forced to wait on her  whichof course meant make it easier for him  usually people who say everyone they them  theyre speaking only for themselves and seeking a safe harbor that everyone they and them would provide  erstwhile safety in numbers despite their utter fabrication   

she didnt bother with her cumbersome crutchesshe hopped painfully sidewise  You got a mouse in your pocket old man  

he put a face on like she hurt his feeling 

then she might have gone a little bit overboardher pain medicine wavering  Youre time on the planet old man is about over  Do us a favor and leave

then    then she excoriated him  You wanna take this outside  Ill beat you senseless with these crutches 
and then the pièce de résistance the coup de grace sounds so nice in French As I see it the only silver lining in your life is that youre almost dead 


she was escorted from the premise by security  a security man walking to either side of her on crutches


2232,  Sunday,  4  2. 18
1006,  Monday,  5  2. 18

Vic Chesnutt  We Hovered With Short Wings  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DSHTF5Tbf2M