the compound lights are on again 

bleaching his solitude 

                       offendingtainting his quiet soulful realisationrelationship with the dark 

as a boy he was frightened by itsure that things lived in it ugly things  malevolent fearsome things 

                                                                                                           monsters

yet 

    for some ungodly reason

unquestioning 

                  he defied frightconfronted it  defeated it 

and vanquished 

he doesnt fear Fear

   it like cancerous jealousy has no coinno influence over him

he can see it crawlround him spiderous slick vilebugs  unspeakable detestable things

   watching  he sees what few others can or want to see                                                                 

fearful of the dark  the night  the unseen 

                                            so fires lights are lit   electrically burn 

   but when they cease  failWhat 

                                     then 

he is armed with silent weapons that dont need reload

he can see in the darkisnt hobbled by fear

   not a betting man  he would bet on himself to survive the shroud

                                                                         he can point all he wants

howevertoday

                   seeing is not believing

 

1752,  Monday,  21  11. 22

2112,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  23  11. 22

Black Sabbath  The Wizard  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeZ8uVIOIhM

he caught the mane 

                     then rolling up the aisle along the mall storefronts glancingright he caught her fanny under the manethe automatic door closing behind her

two for two taunted him

   Pull over Park 

                 Youve leapt from moving cars to invite women to college partiespicked up the tempo livened apartment parties by foraging live wires who were as interested as you to skinnydip in the evenings lighted bluepools

Were first to take a chance

Which didnt always work out 

    Or keep rolling

conflicted 

           conflict kept him busy until he realised he had driven halfway home blindly  a homing pigeon some thing must have paid attention

I suppose we conceded he said

he heard nothing

   he chuckled 

                  Goes without saying

stepping out of the blue Whaif  an accusation

Then we woud have learned either yea or nay 

Anya didnt want to

I didnt react kneejerk 

If you had been on foot 

If

   We werent

She was attractive from behind

She was Bit like tossing a coin though  heads or tails   One cant attest for the other

A bit sexist

A bit 

     But Im not fool enougha feminist enough to believe sexism is a one way street

 

carrying groceries inside mane and fanny accompanied himtheyd stick with him for awhile 

                                                                                                   he was okay watching their memory

    

1419,  Twosday,  22  11. 22

1137,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  23  11. 22

Apparat  Goodbye (Skin&Soap)  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=35NHFdi3bKc 

he upset him

aww poor baby

because he wouldnt make a bet 

If you’re absolutely sure, why wouldn’t you bet?

I don bet

But if you’re absolutely sure, next the provocation asif daring seasoned with machismo ever proved a thing absolutely surewhy wouldn’t you? he smiled wolfish

Whell lets see 

                 Aah  because I don bet

That doesn’t follow reason.

   Reason Follow this   An atheist doesnt have to bet theres not a god

1600,  Thursday,  27  10. 22

1234,  Twosday,  22  11. 22

Deru  Pathologically Bored  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vH_bcIIDw7A