7.11.24


the shit he found scribbled on papers he kept

rereading them made him as curious as he was when he wrote
                                                                        leuk plaatje

                                                                        Oblivously
not English

    he didnt indicate where he found it
                                            lacked context

the only thing sharing the page were instructions his daughter gave him over the telephone to help him make operable on his cellphone “Block This Caller”
it didnt work

sometimes one has to learn to negotiate unfortunate things
                                                              phone rings  number isnt in his phonebook  he lets it go
fortunately he tolerated noise
                                wasnt really tolerance  more an ability to turn it off in his head
a survival skill honed in a large family home
twelve
        if he couldnt turn them off he would have gone mad

as it was
           slightly   touched


leuk plaatje

plaatje -s plural
                  Dutch  picture  something adorable  that was OOC  out of character for him
but he dug how the word looked
                                    attracted him
leuk  white  but also means fun
                                    thereby the whole made entire sense to him

digging deeper  found gezellig lekker  they were synonymous to leuk  fun  pleasantly sociable/friendly
                                                                                                                  wondered
if it was legit in Dutch to say gezellig plaatje lekker plaatje
                                                                no matter
if he met a woman named either shed be hot
                                               Lekker or gezellig me.  not kosher
she could bet her bottom dollarguildereuro hed lekker or gezellig her
she wouldnt have to ask him Again. 
                                         Lemme take a minute or two massage my jaw relax my tongue

labour of love

    loved pussy

1155,  day-between-2-Ts,  22  9. 21
1315,  Thursday,  7  11. 24

they called him Hafway Always
                                 HA  for short  Obviously   Of course  OOC

no matter what the gang was up to
                                      he couldnt keep up

not that he wasnt committeddidnt want to

was just slow on the uptake
                               anthen   less enthusiastic
because he was late to the game

yet when the gang let him call the terms
                                          they werent inconsiderate  he was one of them
he found the ground under his feet turn to sand  slipped  lost ground 
they arrived
     he was hafway

they waited for him
                      although
less and less he was invited around

upset  begrudgingly he learned to accept that
                                                 he recognised he wasnt fire on all cylinders 
HOWEVER
              when the gang needed something worked out  something sedentary
HA was the man

maybe not a man of action
                            rather  a plodder a plotter    patience

hence how he discoveredthey discovered how he really fit in
                                                                  a cog to their gear

Say gang . . think we could change my nickname?

a chorus  Nope.    

1155,  day-between-2-Ts,  22  9. 21
1104,  Thursday,  7  11. 24

he wrote pensees to distract himself he needed that

they are a thought or reflection in literary form composed of lines of syllables

the title or subject has two

the description is four

action seven

setting eight

a final thought  six



Rubber


fit my wallet

fumbling for it went off

in the backseat of her Moms car

vinyl cleans up easy

1111,  reggaefriday,  27  1. 23

Nose Muff


my nose was cold

called When can I see you

thrusted it deep between her thighs

Why was I late to this

1206,  reggaefriday,  27  1. 23
0853,  Thursday,  7  11. 24