11.10.14



I

cant

shake it out of my eyes
or rub it out
it will have to go of its own accord

in its own time

and Im okay with that


Im okay with anything it wants


I am beholding to it 
I owe it my life   and I do not say this dramatically or melodramatically
 
I
simply
admit it



I have seen remarkable things 

although I have a habit to look for them
 
I see things most people havent the patience to look to see


and if it werent for this practised and learned   
                                                                          Obsession
I might not be writing these words
tapping them out  key by key  on the keyboard on my desk under the eyes of my favorite
books for you
to read


Please
take the most remarkable thing you have ever seen
and ante it up to the nth degree


it wont evaporate in your eyes because you want it to

it will live there

and it will live there until it is good and ready to depart


and departed

leaving you alone

I dare say a length of its shadow
will linger 
                                                                                                      
and it too
will leech out at its very pleasure


and
                                                              
you will not complain



2330,  Friday,  10  10. 14