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He could see her back in the tall ornate mirror at the end of the hall    through her


but he couldnt see her



she sauntered towards him 
in the ivory hem of her spoiling satin nightgown he saw the same lime filigree that hed seen reflected in the windshield as he rode at the foot of a tangled hillside and wetted trees

sauntered  no     wasnt right                 shutter
shuttered
                 shuttered  like voluminous white clouds  starkly  in a brilliant blue sky
through the black trees in the odd gaps between the wiper blades                                                   

and despite their violent beating

the sky was unperturbed  placid
                                                                                             
a million Hueys wouldnt have impressed   or moved it



sometimes he wished the sky would stomp them
again   and again an again
  
to death

crush them like the tiny ants they were  Crush them  ending their Violence and Destruction
make pitiful their grandiose malevolence
which they flashed about as afterthought  a humored accoutrement   a diamond pinkie ring
for once and all                                                                   

finally put away



Finally
as seemed to be her intention
                                                 he could see she was carrying a revolver behind her back
its hammer cocked

she shuttered in the hall  spasmodically
towards him
                      seductively
perhaps believing she obscured her reflection


in the mirrors tainted silver  he could only see her from behind 

the pistol big against her back


she shuttered again
                                  nearing him
committed

he could see that in her posture and back  the set of her shoulders under the straps of her gown

the filigree delicately jerking as she throbbed towards him


he didnt warn her

he raised his revolver

swinging it up from his hip

his arm   unflinching as a hand of time
levelled

he fired a single shot into her chest

he saw the ruin split out through her back just above her secreted revolver  shattering her like a porcelain doll
a split second before the bullet smashed the mirror glass

it fell in shards and ruin at the end of the hall
taking her completely down to the worn runner atop the brittle pine slat floor
where she yet might be struggling in the faceted glass


he didnt want to see

it was too strange


he holstered his .44
not remembering when he drew it



some doors opened quietly onto the hall

he saw silhouettes at their jambs across the hall from them in boxes of streetlight



terrified heads warily peeked out  

looked up and down the hall

a smashed mirror on one end

bits of quicksilver falling like tears
making tiny mewling sounds

gunsmoke hanging twisting on the other end

its hue the pallor of a dead mans face





outside the Nevada air was uncommonly humid

over the Badlands billowed stained white clouds

beyond their soft edges  flat like glass 
the untroubled sheen of blue skies
the veil and paper that wrapped the planet into the untidy bundle it was
holding  keeping the miscreants there
its day skies night skies inured
theyd seen it all before
and were never
or never again
surprised





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