he used to look forward to writing highwrote high in high school collegemythology poetry Shakespeare one art class proved his junior high F was unwarrantedwas fomented by the uncheckedunquestioned authority of a plebeian cunt he saw coming a mile off  Why didnt the administration   he dropped out twice  performed for professors who when provoked confused their academic standingstature with superiority  vigor  and ended up on their backs with a raw kid standing over them calmly telling them to stay down or hed really hurt them

                                                                               unchecked righteousness  scars to prove it

he was high now a fatty smouldering between his fingers

a different kind of high accompanies Age  accompanies a life of unexpected pleasures  accompanies desperate losses 

    but

         consistently he keeps writing  divulging  lying 

using honest words steepedproficient in social interactions  nonfiction is fiction and fiction is nonfiction

looking in a mirror to shave which is which

                                                 who is who

whichwho did he like most

he still didnt know

2039,  Saturday,  2  7. 22

Blind Faith  Can’t Find My Way Home  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jlLBs6YawM

Collie Buddz  Show Love  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQ_dzuZZ1DA

He's F K A. 

he said it like hed know what the fuck it meant

                                                    Are you talkin to me a DeNiro Taxi Driver moment  I know you know I havent a clue what yare talking about 

Oh . excuse me crappy exaggeration . . you hate acronyms.

Despise acronyms Abhor  Dislike

 Right. disdain frosted his face because he didnt side with him he believed him a contrarian  contrary just to cross peoples popular opinion practises 

                 Hate’s tucked up alongside evilnothing’s evil to you.

Not a damn thing yare correct

Because he rolled his eyes evil smacks of religion.

Ya know it

Man, you’re full of shit. a shiver perceptibly ran his spine

                                                                  rightly so

he eyed him steely shrugged theyve danced around this before

                                                                     Yare welcome to your opinion everyone is Yare welcome to your right to express it  Yare also welcome to risk getting beat for saying

You’d really pop me . .

. . For disrespecting menot taking me at my word   I choose my words carefully  You know Im not loose with them

I apologise. he taught him to use apologise not say Im sorry Im sorry is horseshit shorthand   I apologise.

Thank you I accept your apology 

                                            F K A

You really havent . . . 

                       he eyed him

Man . . you live under a rock?

Yes Edjamacate me   Im keen on learning things I don know

F K A. Fucking know it all.

Good to know but youll please remember Im gonna forget it   Acronym

                                                                            How do you know

How do I know him?

Yes  Fuckin know it all   F K A Idve thought formerly known as

He’s a friend.

he might reevaluate their friendship

if he remembered correctly,  Sunday,  12  6. 22

1204, Saturday,  2  7. 22

Is it  hopeless apparitions guided by musicians  or magiciansguided by magicians

What are you talking about?

Comon  Creedence Clearwater Revival

                                         Doo doo doo lookin out my back door  Im sure of tha

Doo doo I'm sure too . et cetera.

An prior

he shook his head  I don't remember them being hopeless.

Woudnt an apparition be hopeless I mean  theyre apparitions   not much to aspire to if ones an apparition is there

I don’t know.

Who knows

Mikey.

  Mikey he likes it

                     Tha Mikey

Yeahright . he’s sitting just over therehas a smartphone.

Does everything have to come down to a gawddamn smartphone

                                                                       Weve become dolts dullards and dotards Were doomed  Whawoudya put your money on

My money?

A friendly bet

Depends on what you think is friendly.

Five bucks

he groaned  Five bucks  Why not a gentleman’s bet . .

. . Were no gentlemen comon  put a little skin in the game

What are we betting on?

Musicians  magicians

                        You choose first

Musicians.

            I can see apparitions dancing to musicians.

Awright I get magicians Wheres your five bucks he rifled his pocketpulled out some crumpled bills straightened them out Heres my fiver

he opened his wallet took out a clean sharp fivespot from among bigger bills

he looked into his billfold  I should have bet bigger . .

. . You didn’t have bigger.

I coudve bet eight bucks

I could have raised you.

Were not playing poker

I know, I’m just saying.

    Yasaid

             Well   Lets go ask Mikey 

You understand we’ll be interrupting his tweets or Facebook dating apps other apps. He won’t be happy.

I aint happy with him Dude always has his nose in his phone asif it smells like pussy

                                                                                          Awshit marketing idea Hell  Id buy me a new phone

You’re so droll, so freakin obvious.

Yababe droll  Thas a helluva poker handfour of a kind  Droll Dolts Dullards Dotards  alliteration

Alliteration.  Really?

                      Ya can’t remember if it’s musicians or magicians.  You better not have set me up.

Wha if I did An actually I alliterated earlier  doomed

he clapped his hands Doomed.  I’m just saying.

    Yasaid

they approached Mikey

neither won

              it was magicians but it wasnt hopeless  wond'rous

skin went back in their pockets

turned out they were gentlemen after all

                                           Doo doo doo lookin out their back doors

Prior  our incel convo got me all lathered up

he chuckled Involuntary celebates?

    Yah  Abstemious Church an Incels    Same damn thing

You might have something there.

Oh I do

       I doo doo doo

if he had to guess,  Sunday,  12  6. 22

555preferred,  Reggaefriday,  1  7. 22

CCR  Lookin’ Out My Back Door  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GeJuUqDqY00