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. . . ansince you brought mortality up
                                           Didn’t, you did. You said while you waited in the reception anarenever without a book pen or paper, you wrote a letter to your girlfriend and wrote about your mortality, recalled, the immortality of your youth.

Yamust have said something tha piqued me to tell you about the letter

    I did mention cremation.
There
        Whas your route

My route?

You die  Your bodys cremated

Yes.
     As you.

Yah

    Idea  Lets cut a deal

A deal.

Hear me out
               One of us is going to precede the other
Surely. Barring an unforeseen event that would remove uskill us at the same time.

Barring tha yah
                              The deal

The deal.

Whoever dies first the other buries him

For what purpose?

To fuck with the bereaved

To fuc . . . you listen to yourself?

Hear me out hear me out

    Awright awright.    Listening.

A wakewakes before the funeral an interment
                                                     Where?
A nice spot  Shade tree nearby   Birds


    I’m listening.

The wakewakes you or I hire some knockout chicks twothree  four believable    four woud be believable for me knockout chicks to mourn us weep  their tears wet our face they embrace us kiss us buhbye
                                                                                                          Yadig
Knockout professional mourners
Imagine the expressions in the room

They had no ideadidnt know tha we were seein these women


Voluptuous. Professional. Mourners.

    Wha can I say

                            Im the idea guy
 

Itd be a hoot   

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Ingest

Digress
         Ohmy

Imagine wha walls coud reveal if they coud speak
                                                            Ya trustem

Walls?

Walls

Really?

Imagine if you calledem dumb  irritatedem
                                                They coud repeat word  simple word for word wha they heard
Think skiff


If dumb  they havent the sense to invent or interpret
                                                       They  as a matter of fact betray wha they overheard 
They echo

They divulge


    Im kind to my walls I can trustem

They cannot improve or diminish wha theyve heard

The words are nailed in their ears

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he anthropomorphised everything

I . . I imperiled myself

they were hiking  How’s that?

My weight

Weight?

Have been guessin my weight

What do you mean guess?

I havent a scale

I have one.

Why

he smiled  To check my weight.

How often you do tha
                       I didnt have a scale till I got marriedevidently  a home is not a happy home until we were able to weigh ourselves We had to have a bathroom scale

I didnt fight it

What happened to that scale?

    Ive no idea I   honestly  cant ever remember using it

 

To answer your question, I weigh myself every day.     
Routine

Habit. Yeah.

    So what does a scale, your weight, have anything to do with imperiling yourself?

I picked up a friend from an out-patient surgery yesterday
                                                              Before takin him home I had to use the restroom
I asked the clinic receptionist if I could utilise the facilities 

    Utilize the facilities.
                          So very polite.
Yah Tidbit my Maw taught me

Utilised it washed my hands lo an behold  theres a scale in there  Wha the fuck right
                                                                                           Im twenty pounds heavier than I thought I was

That’s a good thing, because, you’ll excuse me for saying so, you’re, slender, lean.

Tha was expected with my change of dietexpected to lose weight

Prior, you carried your weight well.

Different times  Gym rat then

So what was your peril?

At the weight I thought I was  I underestimated myself
                                                                Queer
How so?

When facing an adversary opponent   I do not underestimate them Tha can lead to a world of hurt

    Does tha make sense
 

I think so.

Yah

And particularly so, given you have no problem confronting someone anyone; aggressively.

My thinkin too
                I feel better for recognising it

I can fight my way out of a paper bag  figuratively   literally 
      
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