creptup mighty close on their back

                                    Hes ge . .

. . Jesus

Wha

Didnt know you were right behind me

                                           Man           Wha

Hes gettin ready to go off aint he

You feel it too

Jah

          Like the sensation of the L coming  but theres no sound   Evidence

Right  Jah

              Its like tha         Hes gettin ready

Any clue whas set the ball in motion

E  D

          Erectile dysfunction    Priapism

I overheard his remark to the cat he calls buddyboy

Or boyohboy

Jah   Both

                 Buddyboys dysfunction cant get it up  he has to work with wha hes got anwhas lookin back at him in the bathroom mirror is inhibitinim

Oohshit

Jah  So hes dabbling with enhancers

                                Hes been tellin buddyboy screw the enhancers take himself in hand

Jaysus

Jah

       Wha are friends for if not for tellin the cold hard truth      Was kinda funny

The priapism

Boyohboy might have taken one pill too many

                                                      Is pressinup hard against four hours

Catch the tear in his eye

Oh  Hadnt

    he cleared his throat

                            Priapism

Here we go  Hold on

Priapism  Priapism

                          Pry a chasm pryacleft  pryavag  pryanass  pryapair  pryapear  pryapeach pryanapricot Seems to be up a stream of consciousness without a paddle  Ssh Quiet pryanpryanpryagain pryabola  Takin a U  Quiet  pryaprism into its coluored slivers   prybar

                                                                Lets get ya to the hospital

Its four hours

Aargh  pant pant pant

Ill take tha as a jah

                             Maybe you learned your lesson

Aah aar aARGH

Save it  save your breath

                              Methinks youre gonna need it

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The foetus let go

They took my finger off the triggertook away me having to decide

                                                                         Who knew a foetus coud do that

Do what?

Commit suicide 

 

Suicide?

    If life begins at conception

You don’t believe that.

I didnt

             Although certainly has coloured my perception

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Gum?

              all by its lonesome it sounds dumb    Gum

Jah please

didnt ask what typedidnt matter

                                  Spearmint Peppermint Juicy Fruit Fruit Stripes last time Black Jack Beemans Clove Christ  please not bubble gum

 

    last time

                 he coudnt rememberremembered when his Maw offered him gum  shed tear the stick in haf  hafher hafhim   stingy  not tha he cared

                                                   she shared with him

    first time he bought a pack of gum for himself he felt  obscenefelt   jah   obscene

how a whole stick of gum coud make him feel obscene was crazyso he unpeeled three sticks jammed them in his mouth slobbered all over himself

                                          like the time he had sex with a bigbreasted woman tried jamming both her nipples in his mouth

he remembered

went off like a firecracker

premature ejaculation

                         What the fuck! he came all over her thighs  What the fuck!

she woudnt get it

no reason to explain

he was young got hard quick again jammed his cock in her mouth like three stick of Beemans

                                                                                                                          Chew on tha

Numnumnum

                 went off down her throat parted her tonsils battened down her uvula

next shot

            creamed her vulvadrizzled her anus  white icing  cinnamon buns  buns   bunsanus

    Gum?

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1135,  Sunday,  2  8. 26

Phone beckons

                      iPhone  Beckons

I  beckon

Best get down off your highhorse

                                       It  beckons

Anya keenly follow its beckoning

 

     I don’t.

Iphone capital I  I do not follow  iPhone little I

                                                   I  refuse to be yankedround by electronics  circuitry

capital I dentity

I prefer mine

                Why Im concerned you don prefer yours

I do. But I also prefer to be informed, to be, in the loop.

shook his head like a mangy dog

                             Youre definitely in the loop

Without your capitulation your iPhone your apps their capital I Ideas for you woud be notably  distinguishably  fewer

Like that would be a good thing.

It woud

I think when you die your iPhone will know you have before anybody else

Jesus.

        Why so grim?

Attesting to the times

                         When I die eventually those who know me will learn

Wont be a clandestine suicidesmashed by a train drowned fishbit in the sea faster than a speeding bullet more powerful than a locomotive leaping off a tall building in a single boundsplashing the pavement below

    Aint no Superman

No.  You’re not.

                     You’re certainly colorful.

 

   Yasee  Not so grim

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1054,  Sunday,  2  8. 26

Man  Youre not thinking right

grimaced or thought he was

he almost laughed outloud witnessing his pussthought grinaced  buddyboy ought to work on that

                                                                                                                      No

Youre not

You’re going to tell me how to think now?

Seems unfortunately   I have to

                                    Shit breezes by you

So you think

Know

       Inexorably

Thas a goodlookin word   Pretty

                                     One fishhook  In Ex Cess  Ex Soreably    Im keepin it

You can’t even stay on point, distract yoursel . .

. . Havent dropped the ball  Just took a moment to admire

 

An interview his daughter had two linedup early part of the week

                                                             Your views skewed askew  I woudnt ask you

Entertaining the hell out of yourself.

I am

          An interview

What of it?

Go in prepared

That goes without saying.

    But

 

 

You gonna say?

    Ought to treat it like a depositionever been deposed

Deposed.

You havent

You don’t know, I haven’t said.

How it came out of your mouth

                                     Take it a step furthur

    I didn’t answer you.

Then please

                Answer me

 

I haven’t.

No great admission

                     Yadidnt have to say

Continuing my thought my premise

To take an interview a deposition  furthur

    Consider it an interrogation

                                  Then

Ya got your head wrappedround it

You act like it’s a battle.

Depends how much you want it

                                     I was assertive

Worked well

cat had his tongue

Youre blind to it   You had a career

                                       A long by your own words   Unsatisfying  One

Werent passionate

                        Why I eluded one

   Preferred hustling

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0954,  Sunday,  2  8. 26

Van McCoy  The Hustle  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRzN5LsVKSM