it goes without saying

                       or  apodeictic  clearly established beyond dispute

an article headline

                    New study suggests people experience ‘new dimensions of reality’ when dying

YES

        theyre dying imminently  not the longknown process be-it-someday  but rather its on the doorstep coming in

Youre leaving

however

          he was troubled by Sam Parnia and his colleagues

they understood the transition from life to death trigger a state of disinhibition in the brain

“ . . . appears to facilitate lucid understanding of new dimensions of reality – including people’s deeper thoughts – all memories, thoughts, intentions, and actions towards others from a moral and ethical perceptive . . .”

Moral

Ethical

Perceptive

Please

        an error by the writer  perceptive is an adjective  moral ethical would describe a perception

be that as it may

death aint enlightening anyone

                                 or perhaps a particular vile person will be enlightened by their death  too little too late

Lets move em along

Perhaps on a moving sidewalk or escalator

1306,  Monday,  2  10. 23

https://www.msn.com/en-us/health/medical/new-study-suggests-people-experience-new-dimensions-of-reality-when-dying/ar-AA1hyLAt?ocid=mailsignout&pc=U591&cvid=92eb8fc014d34bb5a1894ed62bee75b4&ei=103

Unknown: Cave of Bones

Netflix

the Dinaledi chamber

   prepare to lose your mind  he loved doin tha

1731,  Monday,  2  10. 23

https://www.archaeology.org/issues/466-2205/digs/10493-digs-south-africa-homo-naledi-burials

it was a spiralbound notebook  coil at the top

                                                  in addition to the pages contained therein stuffed full of loose pages it appeared wellusedhe assumed prolifically written sketched notated photographs newspaper magazine cuttings held fast with Scotchtape

it wasnt his

his daughters

she was thorough

   it was coming undone

the spiral badly beatcrushed in places bangedbent into each other wire broken pulled  unspooling

he didnt want to say shabby 

                               though overall it was

it would be difficult to look through the pages stubborn to be turned

it was unlike her

it laid on an old wood desk he didnt recognisehe was in a room he didnt recognise

sat  in a ladderback hardwood chair

                                       which suited him

an occasional chair not built for comfort   utility

he was waiting

   he assumed he was waiting for her

he didnt open the notebook

defied his curiosity

he respected it was hersmeant for no one other than she

maybe she left it out so when she appeared shed share with him

                                                                              appeared

   thinking  appeared

he knew where he was was unreal

she was dead

   so much of his life had turned on herhis daughters 

he knew them longerwas more intimate with them than he knew his wife

who was also dead

he sat to the side of the desk kitty-corner from a comfortable chair before it

overhead an elaborate electrical chandelier lit the room

he didnt look about

her spiral notebook transfixed him

he waited

   he waited

and waited

                                      an waited . . .

6AMish,  Sunday,  1  10. 23

1223,  Monday,  2  10. 23

   Curious  perhaps curiouser and curiouser

                                                     he had to read their day to day definitions  rabbit hole  memory hole  because thinkingwaondering on them he recognised his takes were probably inconsistent with what others understood

he was contrary by nature

the accepted standard   a complicated or difficult situation to slip out of   the second named for Orwells 1984 character Winston who by Big Brothers dictates either alters or outright disappears documents photographs transcripts other records the memory hole a small incinerator chute used for censoring say   as formers Chief of Staff Mark Meadows used relentlessly

his rabbit hole belonged to Alice which he recognised as more so an adventure a riot  a raucous alternative

he did a lot of drugs when he was younger  determined to descend deep into himself  determined to explore

his friends let Yahright him go firstwaited to see if he would return before theyd even try whatever it was he ingested

was fun to be an explorer  the first

his memory hole was difficult

it is a physical place

jampacked

his memory was disturbingly vivid  long   and deep

                                                        his parents were confounded  theirs was that in some instancesmany he was a toddler  which wasnt accurate   to toddle was to amblehe didnt walk until he was two his younger brother walked before he did

                                         so

hes figured

like a fat sponge  he was fat

   he was terribly observant

and has remained observant throughout his life

                                                   thereby

his memory hole is a very emotional place

                                            he dreamt of his dead sister last night

she was youngertwentyish  she chucked his chinsmiled   You’re so emotional.

they were in brickwall basement surrounded by things of his things long gone

                                                                                   he weptadmitted  I am

he prefers his holes to the current faithfuls

AM-ish hypnopompic,  Monday,  2  10. 23

1048,  Monday