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the burger jointwhy he went offered a side of Cascabellas small yellow hot peppers if you wished to have with your hamburger

he wished

although he always felt he was getting away with something when a stranger offered him a kindness suspicious he assumed while always forgetting he was kind and didnt expect anything in return his daughters and girlfriend reminded him

the Cascabella offered notoriety to the hamburgers he failed to see that the additional slices of onion and tomato probably helped too almost a kind of reserved salsa

the peppers were definitely a pick-me-up

it was nice to enhance regular fare making it something more

the cold beers with them didnt hurt matters  they helped make the heat smile


frankly the Cascabella reminded him of the Latina who caught his eye earlier her eyebrows fashioned with dark makeup exquisitelyrather than existentially he kept trying to imagine what she might look like without them although on closer inspectnot that he was inspecting he sawrecognised she had them tattooed she said hybrid feathertouched tattoo of which he hadnt a fuckin clue he didnt even know that was a thing out of the mouths of babes eh
she was definitely a babefit as a fiddlebodyformed to his fondest imagination

she was striking at a distance an downright uncomfortable in the nicest way upclose

it was difficult not to stare

You seem very intrigued with my eyebrows.

I am Although thats not to sayoverall youre very intriguinginticing Id assume youd rather have me eyeball your eyebrows as to your other assets  as wonderful as they are

That’s quite the compliment.

Yes I didnt have to make it up either I just cant help myself Im tryin but I really cant help myself I cant stop looking Im between fascination and mystification 
Youre very Egyptian looking

Im thinking Cleopatra

Im thinking Elizabeth Taylor

Excuse me?

Ohno Nah nahnah You dont know who or what Im referring

No.

Youre killin my buzz youdexcuse me  shit  if you sawif you knew 

Trust meplease  thats an enviable compliment

he liked that she didnt trust him she was immediately at her smartphone  Ohmygoodness, she’s beautiful. Who’s Elizabeth Taylor? Who’s Cleopatra?

Guess Im edumacatin you

Edu ma cating  me?

Educatin though being more playful You seem to me to be someone who enjoys playfulnessbeing playful


You’re spooky.

Not as spooky as you
 

2225,  Friday,  15  3. 19
1326, Saint Dionysus Day – rather than St. Paddy’s Day,  17  3. 19
Jimi Hendrix  Little Miss Strange  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwbdN8v91Y0



I know what he saw by what he painted 

he wasnt unlike him
                      I know what I see what I feel an try to communicatethough imperfectly by words  by what I wriote what I determinefashion with twentysix characters  like musical notes arrested by a score  artistic brushstrokes fingersmudges quillrendered paper  fixed by lines brashcolours or subtly  harrowed expressed incited excited by claylike thickness or vibrancy or dreamy opacity  happy or dismal  our lives mixgenerously anointed trembling throes of black an white 


“When painting a flat landscape,” VanGogh said, “I see eternity. Am I the only one to see it? Existence can’t be without reason.”


“Maybe God made me a painter for people not born yet.”




he drew with words  threw white luminous clouds uprisen like meringue saw yellow dirt unhappyuninhabited shale made drunken vultures  laughed with wrens chirpingdancing with exquisite finches 
                                                                                               he wriote of ruins to happen children that will disappoint odds defied happy fools who mull an those who dumbly electrify 
                                                                                                    because he agreed  Existence cannot be without reason 


maybe his job was to assess assign  reason
                                                   whatever reason meant

he was an unsatisfied nomad a waonderer   an inquisitor 

he looked for truth mucked lieshoping for illuminating kernals  once they were cleansed
   


2314 & 2323 & 2326 & 2328,  Friday,  15  3. 19
1312,  Saturday,  16  3. 19