18.11.23


over the top of shooting pool there was a whole lotta rigmarole going on

friend kept pointing to the sign over the cuesticks
                                                      More chalkin’
                                                       Less talkin’ 

there would have been less talking had the third of their threelegged stool shot cutthroat

Didya know this game is also called three-man-screw

No. she said Are you giving me an excuse to sit out so you two can play 8ball?

Youre certainly no man . .
. . No, she aint . . 
. . Ya interrupted me

he looked a tad sheepish 
                            but they were high
thasaid he was probably the highest because he didnt get loaded as they frequently did
                                                                                             as a matter of fact the last time he really bingedreally banged the wall was when he was a college English major at Miami studyingcreativity didnt suffer if he was stoned and he had met this cute little number who was gaga over him who had access through her boyfriend – YahBoyfriend – to outlandishoutstanding hash don get high on your supply she laid grams on him without cash upfront to cover the purchase
                                     evidently he was a good at sales had a line of bullshit longer than both his armsknuckles locked round an round we go in the circle of his arms like a snake eating its tail ouroboros look at all those fuckin Os cyclic how could he misshe couldnt
                                                 shed lay twenty grams on him he sold fifteen kept five covered what she fronted him and had plenty of greenplenty hash unfortunately plenty ran out when Boyfriend caught wind of his girlfriends wet panties he didnt touch her he didnt touch her he did not touch her but motherfuckershed masturbate in the car sitting beside him then hand stickyfingers et alia grams of hash off to him
                                                                                        Awcome on, baby, you don’t want some of this?

I do I do I do  but mixing pleasure with business bad bad BAD idea

I’m bad, my idea. shed holdwiggled her fingers before his face pleasantscent  upped the coercion bring her hand back and Mmmm sucked her fingers

Youll excuse me gotta book he polevaulted out of her car
                                                            she was crazy
he called her Nitro  small bundle thacould blow him to Kingdom Come – Yahdouble entendre – was delicious hash until it wasnt


. . Ya interrupted me

What? he cringed

Stuff the attitude man youre losin at pool an gettin testy Aint gonna help your game
                                                                                          An Im high  Thasaid
Whawoud ya call a game with two men an a woman

Jesus, what are you talking about?

Talkinbout three-man-screw

Three-man-screw?

   Cutthroat
               Menge a trois 
Jesus! she erupted she was into her religion
                                                they werent
if she wanted to come unglued theyd send herNO
                                                      they woudnt
he woud hed send her packing she was as necessary as an ashtray in a NO SMOKING lounge
                                                                                                      but Buddy he thought he was playing the long game

it was no-game

but he was into her

Enough, man.

Howstha

You want to keep it clean.

Were adults  I think
                      I don know  Which brings us back to my earlier remar . .
. . Your mouth is always going.  What remark is that?

he looked at her
                  Whad I have you write down first

she leaned forwardpicked up the clipboard off the coffee table before the loveseat
                                                                                      Stuff it in like putty.
Yah

Yahwhat? he said
                     You say something like that like we’re supposed to follow your thinking.

I didnt ask you to follow I just wanted her to get it down since I was shooting she not interested in menage de troi . .
. . Would you quit.
Quit
      I aint started nothing  I woudnt 

So what’s stuff it in like putty?

Zip nada  hard-on
                     Pack it in like putty an let her gyrate to get you hard
What? bugeyedoutraged

which fuckin made him chuckle as he buried the 8ball in the corner off a long bankshot
                                                                                            Packing putty dude  Or do you have your pharma cornucopia filledtucked away in your shaving kit


he was high
              couldnt hold him responsible for his humour

1527,  Reggaefriday,  17  11. 23
1547,  Saturday,  18  11. 23
Adam Jensen  Never Get High on Your Own Supply  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppzTY6SImO8


5:55 by the hands of the clock  didnt spare him yesterday morning – 0555 hours

0505 this morning did

hed have to admit he was a little concerned when he saw the 5s
                                                                    but
apparently hed be the parent hypnagogic gargoyle was either out of sorts or out on the town

he pulled the pillows to either side of his head closer tilted his head leftcheek against one tucked his right fist knucklesdown under his hip tipping his body slightly left  through the window he could see raindrops spatter on the glass silveredwhiteshards lit by a lone lightbulb above his neighbours garage door that seeped between the fences vertical slats and cracked knotholes
                                          maybe hypnagogic sleeping in lulled by the softsound of rain
he woudnt interrupt himherhermaphrodite despite they having no compunction to interruptharrass him Yes 2 rs 

not that he truly mindedmined their attentionintentions
                                                          they did have an eye for intense detail
and scripted stagecrafted costumed elaborate interfaces scenarios characters
and generously leftout people he knew
he dreamed virtually of strangers
                                    appropriately
strangers in strange phantasmagoric places

they utterly entertained him when they presented

   somehow he either or they did  ducked each other


sleep arrived welloiled silent pitchblack and swept him away

1121,  Saturday,  18  11. 23
Wizard of Oz  The Strawman  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nauLgZISozs


Cheerleader, church girl, naughty girl.
                                         Theyre hot.

   Ya don get out much do you

No. I do.  I was just saying.

Wha arya saying

Are those true experiences?

Im not sayin

You can tell me.

he laughed boisterously  Don take this bad but youd be the last person Id tell

his jaw went slack
                      Why wouldn’t you saytell me?

For the reason I follow obsessively
                                      I wouldnt tell anyone  Just happens youd be the last anyone

Why?
Because 
            Plenty of people live vicariously fraudulently  They live via on-line via videogames via shit I probably havent any clue about or woud care  Ill leave them to their druthers as long as they leave me out

But you must realize, you’re giving them that.

Im writing
            As Ive told you before  fictions fiction fictions scifi fictions nonfiction Nonfiction cant be fiction  It provides fact provides evidential speculation offers reasonable  reasonable hypotheses            

I write Its doesnt matter if its true or imaginedHA
                                                      And Im not at liberty to say
Not at liberty . . to say?

No  Neither are you
                      However  alas  yare not a storyteller

The faces  masks theyve wornIve worn utterly fascinate me  I am elated aroused tha they saw me fit to be a part of be involved with to witness their manifestations their willingness to imagine assume roles  Make makebelieve

Make makebelieve?

   Yes
           It shoudnt end when our childhood does  Think of the lives saved if we werent so fuckin serious  deadly serious

As a species we possessI believe exceptional imaginationperhaps I shoud correct myself not exceptional If we are the only species on the planet tha can imagine frankly it may be mundane Possibly no onenothing behind us pushing us forwardcompeting with us
                                 Woudnt tha be novel

I don’t think . .
. . You don know
                    Wittgenstein

Yes.
Yes
     Whereof one cannot speak thereof one must be silent  I love whereof an thereof

You certainly do.

I do
      We love being entertaineddole out tons of dough for it  We lovewe want to be other than who we are
You like who you are

I do.

Are you satisfied

I don’t think anyone is satisfie . .
. . I didnt ask about anyone
                              I asked you

How do you expect me to answer that?



   If someone isnt satisfied its their fault

Fault?

You disagree

I think I may.

Id rather you believe  No matter
                                     Cheerleader  church girl  naughty girl  I adore they trusted me with their unabashed freedom their kindness playfulness  So unashamed  So willing to imagine

undated
1248,  Reggaefriday,  17  11. 23