29.3.20


she felt someone touch her shoulder

she turnedher breasts brushing the bar  turned to the side of her touched shoulder

even before she completed her turnsaw who it was they said You know, you’re gonna have to stop talking like that.

she recognised Daisys voice
                              her grandfather was Don he was the bus driver of the bus they took to work together
Daisy liked that her grandfather was driving and that she got to see him every weekday which excused her from seeing him on weekends with the rest of her family

Talk like what Daisy

What everyone in the bar can hear you talking  this . . this isnt the placeyou know, to be speaking as vociferously as you are.

Beth squinched her nose relaxed it Did you say vociferouslydija look that up knowing Id be here this evening  so cute coming out of your mouth
                           I think you might have been coached
I was coached?

Bill William  doesnt like my politics  And he doesnt like you having our friendship  Despite us preceding him

You’re ridiculous; he doesn’t like us having a friendship . .
. . No Bills heads up his ass when it comes to politics He spouts what his old man sayshe doesnt have his own position he does what Daddy says But that keeps him employed at Daddys business
                                                                                  And if you dont toe the line he cant have you to his parents house for dinners and gatherings

You forget youre a catch Daisy 

Anyone on your arm looks sharp successful


Daisys jaw had swung open hung

she closed it 
              How do you really feel?               

I feel I misspoke You know the meaning of the word vociferously

Jesus, Beth. Half the time, no, better than half the time, I think you come here looking for an argument; if you were a guy, maybe looking for a fight.

A woman can look for a fight too
                                   I appreciate that Bill would prefer you servile  accommodate him be a pretty face however Im the one putting egg on your face if you agree with me an you should you should  solely based on the fact that youre a woman  and the presidents a pig and Bill believes every word out of his mouth because Daddy says hes a good presidentmakes sound decisions

He is the president. But you call him the fake president . .
. . I do He is

He's the president; he’s our president.

Did you vote for him

You know I didn’t.


Hes a faker

He was elected.

He was

But hes never addressed mehe spouts what he thinksknows what his legions want to hearexcuse me His white legions want to hear

A racist . .
. . Yes And a liar A miscreant A misogynist A misanthrope  Like Bill a Daddys boyyour Daddy ever gift you millions of dollarsever pull your ass financially out of bad dealsbad debts you made
                                                                             Selfmade Suck my dick


Everyone in the bar heard you call him a fake president, and that makes you sound stupid.

Fake sounds stupid

You sound stupid when you call him a fake president.

Hes fake How is he fake Hes fake like when were fake when women are fake

Oh please, you want to malign women; you’re a woman.

I am then Beth smiledshe smiled that lusty lascivious wicked smile she was known for dicks grew as men caught the expression on her faceher profile reflected in the mirror behind the bar I am she growled deep in her throat 
                                                                                                                         and deeply and quietly she continued Joe my boyfriendyou know Joe youve told me youd fuck him if I wasnt seeing him my loyal Joe I told him youd fuck him if he wasnt seeing me he said hed fuck you to if he wasnt Joe my boyfriendmy determinedmy inexhaustible Joe who badly wants to pleasure me who is determined that I should cum too

But yaknow sometimes Im tirednot in the right mood and I just want a short sweet fuck

So I fake it

I must be a good actress or he just doesnt say And after all our lovemaking he cuddles meholds me in his arms from behind  And we fall asleep

I fake it

You fakeprobably every woman in this bar has faked it

But that joker fakes it day in and day out 

He doesnt have an honest bone in his bodyhe probably cant get a bone without a prescription 
                                                                                              Beth cleared her voice Hes fake  A fake president


Tell Bill I said so 
                  But I think he heard me earlier and may have tried to keep you with him rather than stopping over to see me say hello talk with your friend

Or worse sent you over to tell me to be quiet because I offend his sensibilities  Daddys sensibilities

I could imaginesorry him saying if I were a guy hed punch me in the mouth to shut me up

If I were a guy hed try to punch me


AhDaisy Nepotism can be a beautiful thinghuh It makes fake people

But I aint telling you something I havent said before


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Oh Joy!
         no reasonno reason at all to protect our environment from me-first bottom-line bottom-feeder industries
pneumatic nailguns work every bit as good as handguns
1858,  Sunday,  29  3. 20
Dead Kennedys  Kill the Poor  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqnaHDdvh5I


nepotism has no shame
                          God bless him
                                 kinda like slowing down to look at a multi-vehicle wreck with blood on the pavement

1752,  Sunday,  29  3. 20


President Obama was attacked for leading from behind – in regards to Libya  not the North American continent – his purported failingshis sins are grotesquely minor and oblique when compared to Drumpf  a fake president  and his ample ass leading woefully from behind

1722,  Sunday,  29  3. 20



empath


if anyone else had said it about themselves hed say Horseshit


he held his tongue
                   he didnt have to bite it

You wanna assume that

Assume who I amwhat I am?

Goodness  Not used to you being testy or defen . .
. . You don’t usually question me.

Im not 

I asked a simple question


As I understand it psychs describe empaths as people who experience great empathy . .
. . I do . .
. . You do  Yaint telling me what I dont know

However they also describe empaths that they often take on the pain of others at their own expense
                                                                                                          Baggage and you should know emphaticallycorrect Im teasing first  I believe people ought to carry their own weight  second questioning you or asking you a question are two separate two different things

I asked you a question


I ask because your grandmother put that away She saidadmitted that she didnt want the responsibility the awesome irrevocably responsibility for othersfor their welfare at her expense

The way I see it  people smell that smell empathy on you and theyll suck you dry  And when you pullback to safeguard your health your mental and physical health  as is your right they think it aintyoure not allowed  Youre not allowed to trade horses midstream And youll always be midstream according to  them

According to them?

According to them

According to them?


You want it Then okay According to those fucks
Happy

I’m happy you’re being honest . .
. . As Ive always been

I know you know


I never talked with Gramma about her refusal, as you say, to be other than who she was suppo . .
. . Ask her


Youve always been a kind gentle girl willing to turn your cheek 

Though some people arent going to let you

And it seems today that there are more fucks than people willing to meet you halfway


Saw that when I was a young man


There are those who deserve the hand out the help up

But then there are those who dont

One at a time

Person by person

I aint generalising I wouldnt


An empath you open yourself up

That’s who I am.

Also who you are is yaint stupid


You tell me you can balance this go whole hog

But I raised you

I may not have known you youre whole life but I raised youyour mother raised you And Im sorry to say Look what your mother got

She didnt call herself an empath No
                                       But look what she got

I wish I could say through no fault of her ownI wish


Life is mean girl

Yet you have always said you've looked only to be happy.

It seems you should know  Ive had to carve my happiness out My abruptness My  wha your sister call it  ah cantankerous

Thats correct


There are those who fuck and those who are fucked

Better to be a fiftyone fortynine fucker cuz aint a soul alive who can straddle that line


You be who you are That I believe in

I just wish I could protect you


Protect me from myself?

Youre the empath You know that answer


Best we leave it I love you 

Your life is your life Absolutely


I love you, Dadu

Dadu Aint gonna let that Dadushit go are you
Nope

Awwell Once a mistakealways a mistake

1823,  Saturday,  28  3. 20