31.1.21

 

hed been circled before

first time reared goosebumps of fear on his flesh

but that was reinforced by the element he was in  water

had he gills to remain immersed in the shimmer he had a knifeGame on! queer thing of the sea was there was nowhere to go except down to the bottom to find a place where he could put his back against something and make the circler come on him face to face

in open water he was deadcenter of a surrounding sphere of attacksa frightening myriad of radii to defend 
                                                                                                                an obscenely awkward inability or agility to affect a stalwart defence 


after that first time that first shark that fish passing him by after all it was just a fish he recognised that their similar size had made them equals and therefore likely the shark circling him like humans wishing they could circle a traffic accident to gawk  was curious

he was curious

curiosity ought be the nature of any beast 
                                             unfortunately hed met too many people who werent 
apparently the work was too hard

 

 

he rushed headlong from a grotto that was collapsing around himfilling with seawater from overhead slurring suddenvents and spitting holes  

it terrified himhis heart thumping violently in his chest that this sparkling refracted bluewashed architecture  its teeth stalagmites and stalactites stalactitties yes were forever to be lost 
                                                                  he dragged his feetturned in circles trying to take in remember as much as he could while he fled and spun on the white sand before its depressed mouth and spun into the sea swimming hard trying to put as much distance between himself and it as it boiled and crumbled underwater fearful a siphon a whirlpool might birth

it did not 


treading water open water he saw he was being circled circled by a shadow beneath the waves that was twicethree times larger than he 
                           curious
he was

he took a deep breath and slipped under the surface

circling him was an exquisitelydrawn painted silveredblue largeeyed flyingfish a stylised Ohno Bakufu though alive and threedimensional 

it circled him gazed at him one eyethen reversing its way the other  

it was a fish he didnt know how to read it 
                                              then reversing again having circled him several times it dipped a pectoral fin and came headlong at him in its rush it slowed itself by extending both set of fins extending its pelvic fins it swept down he tucked up then taking a chance he reached down and grasped its pectorals where they joined its body and swung upput a foot to its pelvis fin and straddled its back 
                                                             ahold of the leading edge of its pectorals it instantaneous folded its fins and bolted on a long angle racing to the surface

they exploded through crazedbubbles whitesilver and cyclonic tinyswirls its tail churning and catapulted into the sky were he sucked breath it caught blue updrafts the wind of their propulsion screamed in his ears 


its tail whipped the sea and they went up again and again many times they reentered the water he heard it gulpbtreathe then they were up again 

his shoulders joints criedthough he couldnt imagine that the flyingfish wasnt suffering either its subsequent jumps and flights were growing shorter and shorter but there seemed it had a purpose 
                                                                                a threedimensionally executed flyfishing had a purpose

he heard a grunt
it dove again 
the grunt persisted 
it lunged again
broke the surface
it soared higher than it had before
and looking he saw a green coastline whitelipped by beach
the fish bankedlosing some altitude
                                      he screamed I SEE
and when they reentered the sea it collapsed its wings and slowed  and slowe d   and   s l  o  w   e   d

when he let go as he slipped off he ran its hands lovingly down its back to its stilled tail

it wiggled a bit under his touch

swimming up to the surface he watched it sink into the bluedpurpling depths a blur a smudge   then disappeared

 

he rolled over onto his back and looked and the yellow sun and occasionally spat water like a whales spout
                                                                                                                  fearless 
he had been touched                                         

nothing dare accost him


the surf grew louder  and   louder

his ears underwater he could hear the sand particles grate and dance and sing welcome

 


he staggered onto the beachstaggered up to the dry warm sand and laid down laid down on his Mothers breast

impossibly saved
  
some time in the wee hours,  Sunday,  31  1. 21
1626,  Sunday,  31  1. 21

 
he found it curious 
                     recently with very few Republicans willing to stand against seditionagainst insurrection – one clown wrote Get over it.  Get over it three weeks after the Capitol was overrun on 6 January by cretins which some white Republicans inside Congress incited and did not fear they didnt fear harm because the cretins werent coming after them 
            immediately after the violence was quelled Congress returned to its constitutional duty to certify states electoral college votes and confirm that Joseph R. Biden, Jr. was elected President of the United States six of eight senators who originally voted against Arizona still voted against it  later 147 House Republicans voted against Pennsylvanias electoral college votes 


when the House voted to impeach the former president ten House Republicans voted with Democrats four Republicans were non-votes 
                 the ten have been touted as profiles in courage                  

Profiles in Courage was a book Senator John F. Kennedy wrote in 1956

just last week House Speaker Nancy Pelosi spoke about the enemy within the walls of Congress

The Enemy Within was a book written by McClellan Committees chief counsel Robert F. Kennedy in 1960


curious

1018,  Sunday,  31  1. 21

 
she was tipped to darkness 
                              but thats where one would find witches wouldnt they

he wasnt looking for one

they connected   unexpectedly

some outside looking in might say she bewitched him

if he was bewitched 
                      he wasnt bitching

but those outside never carried water for him

he was troubled by people who asked him what he thought about anything

big girl panties

big boy panties 
                Yadon know whacha want  Askin me is a waste of time

he never asked wha anyone thought 
                                        opinions
why would anyone let their lives be informed or ran by others 


sowhaif she was a witch 
                           she was a witch in the kitchen in bed  a witch when challenging him in debatenot that they often disagreed 
                 but when they did passionately a donnybrook
no holds barred take no prisoners 
whod want to be taken prisoner 
better to die on the field

 

he was a conundrum to her

he spoiled her charms spoiled her chants and spells

when her blood was up there was no better time to take her down 

when they woke in the morningtheir body parts still intertwined Wha knots that  Don’t pull on it! Jesus! 
                                                                                                              still bound hed take her by the chin and kiss her gently like a baby
Isnt it nice to be confounded hed say
shed smilesleepily lazily 
                           Baby. You don’t confound me . .
. . Ohbut I do
               his turn to smile lazily like a Cheshire Cat I know I do No crime in that  unless you have to be in control 
Yawanna be in control 
                        Or is it okay we wash together like grit and sand and shell and bonebit churned in a surf

It’s hard to argue when you put it that way.

Lets agree 
            Were alchemy 


Alchemy.  Alchemy. 
                      I can do that.

Good Now do me and lets get into a marvelous one-of-a-kind day together Im excited to see

You’re always excited.

Thats because of you 

hed recommend a relationship with a witch 
                                              though he might have been bewitched

1959,  Saturday,  30  1. 21