Carmody Grey professor of Integral Ecology

                                                       thought  Anybody

Whastha

           wasnt in the The New Oxford American Dictionary Second Edition

there was integral calculus integral  “necessary to make a whole complete; essential or fundamental”

Googled was obviously a new study  practise

                                                  “a holistic approach to environmental issues that emphasizes the interconnectedness of social, economic, political, and environmental problems” 

seemed to him a practise too late 

politics economy greed  The Unholy Trinity

                                                the nameless faceless masses Lebensunwertes Leben

Life unworthy of life to suffer and die the global wealthy arent concerned

rape pillage violence plunder seamlesslyseems in their nepotic despotic lifeblood 

Somebody’s got to do it, right?

during the interview Ms Grey referencing to her learned insight refers to technologys

                                                                                      unintended consequences

and because it is unintended  particularly regarding AI coders are not responsible accountable for what they let loose on the world https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUeLs4yFGTg “It did it all.”

Oops, right?

                  of note no apology

 

hed sigh  but he hadnt any breath at the moment   

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbOkSMboKhM

Lebensunwertes Leben   https://www.ushmm.org/search/results/?q=life+unworthy+of+life

Would you quit with the narrative?

    Quit Wha do ya want to call it

I’m not telling a story.

You are youre telling a true story

                                   Tellin the prologue to the story which encompasses the rising action climax falling action  resolution

You resolve it

    Put them on their heels to refute you because when youre in the ring an you are you getem on the heels ya pound them unmercifully because if positions were flipped theyd pound you unmercifully

Old Testament

Eye for an eye

Jesus, Papa.

Blood baby  Blood

                      So ja  narrative

Wha woudya rather call it  appease yourself

I’m not appeasing myself.

Wha

I don’t know.

                   I don’t want to think of it as a narrative.

he chuckled   Here  Listen   Im reading WG Sebalds Silent Catastrophes

                                                                                 Ironic huh

To the rest of the world this challenge youre enduring is silent

    Yes.

Hear me out  I stopped reading here last night

                                                  “. . . an affirmative narrative tradition stretched almost to the breaking point, presents a positively antinomian view of the world.” Antinomian  Lawless  Argues or is believed to argue against moral religious social norms

Outlaw perhaps

When you defend yourselfbecause nobody else can an usually nobody will  they woudnt dare risk it despite knowing youd likely run into danger for them

    The gloves are off kiddo

 

You’d paint the walls red with blood.

I woud

I’m not you.

Youre not

            Youll do what you need to do

Thanks for listening to me.

Youre welcome

                   Youll lemme know when you do wha youre gonna call it

Im he chuckled because it meant something different to him than it did to her and other people

                                                                                      Im anxious 

           

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Love, Aniella (2 l's  wtf?) she wrote shes hilarious   was the close of her Fathers Day letter June 18, 2017  not two years before desperation set in

                                           the Act of defying Reason

throwing cautions to the wind  Believing

                                             because he couldnt die swap out his life to save hers what she asked was his commitment to believe shed win out  would survive

    he Believed

he Believed until from under her ventilator mask she indicated to him to increase the amount of morphine  not two weeks before she died

 

she died fighting

Death had to take her

she was always stubborn

    she had to have penned the letter that Sunday morning  her routine  woke early  performed her yoga  meditated

           had to have

because he rapped on the bedroom door Coffee  Working on waffles have fresh blueberries to topem

they spent the entire day together

she traveled threehours north to spend Father’s Day weekend with him

                                                                              such a treat

time alone with her

                     with Aniela  Aniella too

 

he so much himself  vetted the date to confirm the 18th was the date

Googled it

true

     and beneath a pale tan rectangle  corners rounded  left  Sun, June 18, 2017  right  a blue arched Happy over Father’s  beneath Father’s  Day  in the same pale tan colour as though they were overlaid Father’s and Day cleanly cut out as with a razor

                                                     beneath

People also searched for

                                      below were colourful squares  corners rounded  representative illustrations Mother’s Day Ascension Day International Men’s Day Children’s Day Valentine’s Day Grandmother’s Day

Hallmark Cards hard at work

    Ascension Day?

Googled

Thu, May 14, 2026

“The Feast of the Ascension of Jesus Christ commemorates the Christian belief of the bodily Ascension of Jesus into Heaven.”  40 days after Easter

                                              curiously

between His Resurrection on Easter to Ascension “Jesus spent his post-Resurrection period on Earth ministering his apostles and other disciples . . . various Biblical accounts, including John 20—21, Luke 24, Matthew 28, Mark 16, and Acts 1 (the book containing this chapter is anonymous . . .)”

    WHO KNEW

                   then and there he realised he wasnt a failed Catholic but probably was not Catholic at all despite his foot in the door

he was baptised

 

Yasee whaya did Aniella

    he was pretty sure he humoured her wherever she was

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