13.1.16



If he needs a third eye he just grows it *


                                                                    huhmm  Idve thought he would have been born with it
nee with a conscience a critical mass or perception of himself beyond himself  a turgid bubble of skin  bota  body  bobbing in the wash and wave of our oceanic existence which one day will go over the sharp edge of the world  split freefall  spinning 
                             wherever it may
tho which he assured himself was yet another crazy path a dashed-line coming off a wild bees fanny in its enthusiastic panic after pollen



 

still   this cat apparently had the option to grow one


perhaps it is akin to those worrisome concerns some daddies have that their sons grow a pair

which should not be a concern to any father

theirs ought to be turned onto themselves an of their own clutch purse



once an amniotic sack of either sex is ruptured emptied  the yolk is indelibly its own
later defined by its ability  or not  to fend off the influences(foulings) of Nuture(their Nature set)

he could close his eyes  or not  an deftly experience the tumult of his memories

pull a skein from his messily-wrapped ball  finger the crude knots he fashioned to secure its stop-gaps when he discovered realeyesed things were coming unbound
unfounded  fictive
 
an while he believed it was necessary an healthy there is fiction in ones life  that fiction has a place

but it has to be parsed an separated from that which is true

like opinion it cannot supplant facts or the truth



he understood that early but not definitively until at the hands of an epiphany he suffered while riding in the back of an open pick-up truck on a dusty dirt road
  
beside it was a brilliant green-grass field edged by a stark three-chord barbed-wire fence
 
on it hung a weathered hand-painted sign

TRESPASERS WILL BE VIOLATED

he couldnt imagine the kinds of violation there was to be had at the hands of illiterati

it chilled him to his very core




it is the hard-core Truth one takes over the edge into their freefall

Fiction is cowardly  It wouldnt dare take that jump
          
It would however  sit nearby enjoying a generous vantage point eat bon-bons an watch as you left




0933,  Twosday,  12  1. 16

* 1965  Bob Dylan from his Can you please crawl out your window?

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