27.10.23


he didnt open his eyeshe could feel where they were on the bed
                                                                    Woud you two quit
they froze

he imagined they giggled they couldnt but that didnt stop him from imagininghe remembered
he remembered
                  Thas whaya get for being nice
not that it wasnt nice
had his hands full
exhausted him 
                 but he came away with good marks
dated them separately
they didnt begrudge one anotherdidnt begrudge him
                                                       though
on occasion
for shits and giggles
                      they reconnoitered
they didnt care for the term 
Im open to suggestionya know Im open to suggestions
                                                           they blushed
originally they suggested
they were the responsible party to their relationshiprelationships
                                                                     his crazy dames 
they remained his crazy dames even when they saw other people
they got along too well
                         just too gawddamn well

their relationshiprelationships caused rifts with other partners
                                                                   who
proved to be  unfortunately   not Okay with their arrangement
they were honest                                                                 
               it wasnt negotiable
In or Out

so many of the Ins fell by the wayside angrily
                                                 no salve  Then you’ve no one to be angry other than yourself
they were stonecold honest


Come on handsome, we can’t drive, give us a ride home.

Either of you feel sick

You think we’d throwup in your ca . .
. . Weve only met  I don know your historiescuse me herstories

Ohshit . . he's cute.

other said  Getting cuter by the second.

Ariane  Sephora whatever happened to Sue and Sally

We won’t throwup in your car.

Awright Ill give you a lift
                            Where we heading
1018 Garden one stop. We’re roommates.

I guess Im leading a charmed life
                                   he went down the street to his car brought it back up to them helped them into the back seat

getting into the car he looked at the pair through his rearview mirror  they were knockouts

they looked up at the same timecaught him looking at them
                                                               Hey handsome they chorused Joe
We remembered  chorused again

as he began to drive they began to makeout
                                              he split time between the road ahead and the rearview mirror one thing lead to another
he was tempted to pinch himself
                                  but whod want to come out of that revery
he was moved


Were here girls

Sephora I’m not there yet.

Me either.

Let me help you
                  In

Ariane handed him the housekey 
                                    a Craftsman bungalow at the end of a wooded cul-de-sac
Sweet digs he said

Isn’t it? they chorused

Ill get the front door

he left them in their disarrayentanglement to unlock it

returning
          Awright Need help

they sighed languidly  Yes.

he helped Sephora out
                        leaning in to take her she brushed her naked breast against his cheek

he got her in and to the bedroom at the back of the house

he helped Ariane out
                      leaning in to take her she wouldnt come out until he kissed her
a sweet deep boozy kiss

helping her into the house
                            Take me to Sephora’s bed.

he did as he was told

Sephora had lit candles

the bedroom ambercoloured was invitingaromatic she had stripped to her panties

he tumbled Ariane in beside her
                                  Help me get her undressed.  she said 

they undressed her

they undressed him

crazy fuckin dames


when he was spent they went after each other
                                                  the bed rocked


Woud you two quit

the cats froze looked at him

fuckin cateyes

leftie shy   unable to find their spots turning and turning
                                                              You knuckleheads remind me of Sephora Ariana
theyd rocked the night before
                                three more relationships went out the window
they said they were cool

they werent

1150,  Thursday,  26  10. 23
1622,  Reggaefriday,  27  10. 23



Behavioural   Behavioural         Behavioural      Behavioural Behavioural
   

You gonna write tha down

hed kept his eyes closed since waking
                                         opened them when he rose went to the hall to the bathroom relieved himselfwashed his hands crossed to the study  the  phosphorescence hands of the clock signed 4:39 well beyond witching hour  took some solace in that and returning to bed he closed them again


Ya gonna write tha down
                           what had wakened him was the word behavioural  printed and mused  and some part of him pushing back  behaviourail   printed and enunciatedpronounced  he knew how it was spelled but he insisted  behaviourail
    
I get it he got it  behaviour rail  behaviourail   railroaded
                                                              isnt that what behaviour is

Ya writin tha down he insisted

Ill remember

You will

I will

Yare awake Why not just write it down so you don have to rememberwont forget it  I bet youd fall back to sleep quicker

   Ill remember
                   he felt the foot of the bed move  he was displeased
Whaif I think you won . .
. . Youd be wrong


   it must have been an hour

occasionally he badgered him that he wouldnt remember

he hadnt fallen asleep
                        cracked his eyelids dawn lighting  he could see
he sat at the foot of his bed his back to him Chil-a-ma-cho written across the back of his tshirt
                                                                                                   He Who Dreams Awake

turningbringing his left legup torso shoulders  turned at the waist square to him 

on the front of his tshirt was also Chil-a-ma-cho

Front and back he said  

So they know head on an from behind

They wontwoudnt have read it last week  Dancing Bear Crumley

No  Perhaps not 
                   But you remembered
I what

You remembered

Thank you for saying so
                            I woudwoudnt I

   You woud  I wasnt arguing
Badgering
             I agree you werent arguing

I didnt want you to forget   Behaviourail  I was really impressed

I as you
          I wasnt going to forget

Railroaded by our behaviour behaviours

We are
        They inform us  Deform us  Fortunately our many arent to our deficit

But to others their deficiencies  damaging  corrupting 
                                                             Sometimes horribly
Yes

You wont forget

You know me You trust me

I do
       Whell then  Ill leave you be

he closed his eyes
                   Yathink the reason why Ive been awake this whole time is because of you
I think
         Im not apologising I didnt want you to forget

Behavioural   Behaviourail

Correct
         Ill leave you


he still had to masturbate to fall back to sleep
                                                 those two crazy dames

0439,  Reggaefriday,  27  10. 23
1432,  Reggaefriday