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Well that aint fuckin right

they reminded him of his granddaughter whod sneak into his bed early morning to cuddle

Did you dream sweetheart he asked sleepily

she said she did and elaborated

Did you dream, grampa?

I did  he elaborated

afterwards they sighed  smiled  looked deep in each others eyes   they enjoyed that they confidedcontinued forming their bond

then shed roll over onto her back as he anticipatedexpected  lay there for a moment  

Grampa. I’m hungry.

Then its time for breakfast

she was always enthusiastic about food


then too many times his daughter came into the kitchen as he prepared breakfast  What are you doing?

Making breakfast

his granddaughter retreated  cowered

Do you know what time it is?

Time for breakfast

No. Both you back to bed. Honey, go to bed.his granddaughter trailed off sheepishly Dad. You know what time it is?

No  Gia said she was hungry   Breakfast

You look outside?

Theres not a window in the basement

It’s still dark, Dad. It’s just past fourthirty.

Fuuck

Yeah. Go back to bed. We’ll have breakfast together in another three hours.

Fuuck



No that aint fuckin right

his kittensnine weeks old played their Magic Fingers across the bed over up an across his body he didnt need quarters then his queen walked up onto his chest and muzzled his face 

Is it time october

he smacked his lips

she knew

the kittens were attentive 

they were beginning to follow the lipsmacking food would soon be in the offing 

he liked their quick intelligence


he stretched

they began to anticipate his movements they leapt off the bed congregated at its foot

Awright babies TIME TO EAT! he smacked his lips

they followed him into the kitchen at their mothers heels

he served up their portions

they doubled back into the bedroom where he fed themwhere they fed at their mothers teats under the highboy

then he doubled out to feed indie the odd man out when a woman a female is in the throes of caring for their first borntheir first litter theyre unhinged for all the right reasons and indie was paying those dues 
not fair 
        but then who said lifes fair

he successfully negotiated herding cats 

try that sometime

he was a superior animal


when the gymnastics were over he looked at the clock
FUCK

he went to bed at three

it was just past eight


his cats followed their bellies like his granddaughter did


he wasnt pointing any fingers


he was just saying

0809,  Sunday,  26  5. 19