Was he astonished or astounded
Astounded!
he was ever astounded by the carelessness of
men
their carelessness towards even the most simple thing to do
a thought crossed his mind
if had they commonsense a Big
Order
or perhaps if their act were touted an achievement
though an abysmal breadth exists between
commonsense and achievement
it put him off
furthur fortifying
his opinion
Men were slovenly and lazy
it reminded him when he was a boy
and dared to wonder out loud Why do I have to
learn these womanly chores
which was met with a brisk
stinging slap to the side of his head struck on his ear
-- Because Im not raising a bum to be pawned
off onto another woman Youll learn and
youll shaddup about it
Did his mother just call him a
bum
as always with anything in regards to the physical
realm he learned quickly and ably
retained it
and leaving home later than he wanted he hadnt accumulated the cash reserves
out on his own he disadvantaged the women he
met
he didnt need them to cook or clean or mend for him
dote on or mother him
he was as mothered as he ever
wanted to be
they had only two things he
wanted
their sex bodies
their
brains
sex was enticing
but without a formidable curious mind sex wears thin
sexual forays hed heard confounded
him cheating men and women they ought to clutch
their genitals masturbate relieve their itches than destroy their relationships
their genitals masturbate relieve their itches than destroy their relationships
or be honest
-- I
got an itch I gotta scratch and you aint cuttin it
hurtful yes
but honest
and a dose of honesty outweighs of a dose perhaps
of something else
he was graced genetically
fortunately
formed
told he was good-looking
he could play their games
but only curious well-shaped
minds not practised housekeeping appealed to him
So yes he was Astounded! by chewing gum in the
bottom of the Standard urinal
cleansed by blue metallic-smelling fluid to mask the scent of urine ammonia
a companion to the pleasant-smelling
disinfectants used to hide their body odor
they made him wonder of the
mothering they received
okay boys will be boys but theyre supposed to grow up
and
seemingly few boys became men or coveted
the kind of manhood he aspired to
chewing gum in urinals
piss on the
floor
how
the hell do you miss anything standing deadstill directly in front of you
and carelessly dropping their
damp towels on lockerroom benches and its tiled floor
and leaving them lay
yes people are paid to clean up after them
attendants
but they dont have to be slobs because they pay for memberships perhaps they forget
their privilege
and so they embarrass
him without noticing they were an embarrassment
or that their inconsiderateness mock him and his consideration
he was
irrevocably tied to them by his sex
they were slobs
men were slobs
effectively he was a bum
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