his ambition his career
was to be
Happy
hes made it
2215, Saturday,
31 5. 25
31.5.25
THIS IS A TEST . . .
IF IT HAD BEEN A REAL EMERGENCY . . .
those were the days
Atomic
nuclear obliteration annihilation or as not one
soldier who goes to war thinks they might return maimed dismemberedNo they don
this test wasnt that
quizzed himself Remember what you wrote this morning
I DO freakin confident
CONFESSIONS
Wha
It aint coerced
No
Confessions Coerced Wrong
Yer ass
Giraffe
Confessions
Wha
Maybe I don
I remember heaven haven friend friendly
fiend mosaic mosaick mosaicicky
Wha after confessions
I remember
throatremember liking thruat more
Wha
arguably a great start to May
Man Kids schools out in a month almost didnt realise that occupied with
his routine (ruetine)(sssh No) his need
to merge coin
the needaddiction to jam words
together that he heard in speech but writing denies
he noticed the paper he was writing on
wasnt quality
when he pressed where he
had folded four pages together it
crackled like bay leaf seasoning would think it would crumble under the tines
of his rake would make
excellent kindling for a fire
last nightprobably this morning dreaming it was the first time
he ever heard his last name pronounced
maybe the Fates Moirai three
cloistered in a chamber sniveling
he walked past them
You they crowed
he didnt turn around
he backed up
backed up to their
doorway
the largest didnt know if they were Clotho Lachesis
Atropos approached himhe stepped into
the doorway filling it
they paused retreated
whatever curse they were
going to admit stuck in their mouth in
their craw
Yes
You called my name
her eyes started but said nothing
he thought Fates because of their
haggish appearance how he was
impressed
he stepped back again into the hallway
continued up it where his roomhis chamber was
undressed
went to sleep naked
that
night
having to urinate
he went back up the hall to a shared
water closet past the threes chamber
the one he confronted came into the hall behind him
he flew his nakedness in her face as one
can before another who is undesirable
he did not shut the door
urinated like a fire hose into a
wallmounted urinal the wholewhile leaning on his left arm bracing the wall
she stood behind him glaring at his ass
finished turned sidestepped her
politely Excuse me
if they were Moirai he was playing with fire
after
9PM, Thursday, 15 5.
25 winging his way to Seattle
1343,
Saturday, 31 5. 25
he thought as he finished it Cold flat beer
Cant
say that was particularly tasty
Why did you drink it a
nosey one reared their head
Wellshit
Why do I do a lot of things if
you were to come to think of it
Ah Awright Fair
Please
Continue
Waste not want not
Coudnt have said it better myself
If I knew you were comin Idve saved some for you
Thas thoughtful I woud have declined
I know yaknow we don subsist as you do
I realise tha
Realise my innerscape my
brain isnt littered with Honey Huts wher . .
. . Yes Tha
was nuts
Seattle
Nuts
Who knew
An blame it on the homeless Aint
all dogshit left on the side of the road by owners not pickinup cleaninup after
their dog
Nah Padlocked Honey Huts
Hurt my heart
Kinda odd
Nah
Remember when you arrived
During your midlife crisis
Havent had one
Maybe youre confused During my assumed midlife wont really know till
Im dead
Was a carpenter
I heard you were
Heard
Was before my time
Tha explains it
I have a deepanabidin
affection for Honey Huts
Deepanabidin
Tha scent
I appreciate you callin it scent
Only because thaswha you call it
When I worked as a carpenter there were Honey
Huts
Virtually every one had black widow
nests inem
Actincrazy I told the other
guys leave the eggs be
Or youd hurtem
Id hurtem
Tha sorted mentality followed you into
other jobs you had beyond construction
It did
I know
Once upon a time in a crawlspace on my back in the dirt we were replacing
a post for a new banister stairs pounded the post from above me once an I felt
something things fall on meSTOP
Carpenter above me stopped put a flashlight on
me told me Lay still actually Very
still I was covered with black widows
Was almost an hour before I crept out of the crawlspace
They left me be
I owedem
Hence my craze an hence why no one
provoked me left the spiders their eggs be
Quite the story
Quite the reality
1129, Saturday, 31 5. 25
Naascent
What’s nascent?
Ill get there but you ought to know tha
Im spelling it with two As
Two As. To be clear.
N A A
S C E
N T.
Correct
Too soon to ask why?
No
I believe its right up your alley
I don’t care for how you said that.
Why I said it as I did
It doesn’t sound encouraging.
No worries
Youre incorrigible
Anthat . . . that also doesn’t sound rightI don’t care for how you said it.
Im consistent
So are you going to say?
Depends
Are you ready to hear
This is unlike youconcerned . for my
feelings.
Not really
This is yet part of an
ongoing disagreement between us I think naascen
. .
. . Two As.
Of course
Naascent plays into your
mindset Yararely have any ammunition
so I thought Id help you along at least
you can say you can pointdespite my virulent
opposition Maybe enthusiastic is more
accurate than virulent
Very
enthusiastic
Either Or
Allset
As set as I can ever be in regards to
things that emerge from your brain and out your mouth
Naascent
No Anal Allowed scent
No sexfunk in your world
early
May, 2025
1102, Saturday,
31 5. 25
Broheim
Yeah.
I think nahbelieve I have a working model why were so different
Like magnets Opposites
attract
Irresistibly
A premise.
Ja
Out the gate youre righthanded Im left
Youre made leftbrained Im right
Left logic critical thinking
numeracy Rational
Right creative imaginativecoud be diplomatic however Id backpedal on tha Im impatient with thick
people
Annever the two shall merge
Inside our heads our hemispheres interact
But were not hemispheres contained inside the same skull
Woudnt be
enough room to stretchout
Or
As Strother Martins character Captain said to Paul Newmans in Cool Hand
Luke What we’ve got here is failure to
communicate. he couldnt resist
But I think what we have between us
is you Mister Rogers Neighborhood anme Flash Gordons Neighbourhood
Also bending to the permission structure
we grewup under
You asked for permission
I
gave myself permission
Did
tha turn out well
No
More often than otherwise
But broheim
The ones I got away with were
sublime anthas how I identifiedem as a kid Sublime
Admittedly it took me a while to find the
word but unshakeable once it was in my mouth
Why woudnt I continue seeking sublime
Was awfully rational of me
Nothing
No feedback
Oh. Excuse me.
I thought you just wanted to hear yourself talk.
early May,
2025
0936, Saturday,
31 5. 25
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