17.12.22


seems all he has to do is fall asleep dreams jump his bonessnap em an cracking his nut insert their will 
                                                                                                             not a bad idea 
had to doff his cap

Whadasay hypnotic gin tonic

WOWyah right on 
                    Whartha come from
Your badgerin 

   Ya listen

quizzically they lookedround at each other This guy serious 
                                                                         Arya an idiot 
Its only a thing I do on the side . .
. . Side  No it aint 
                   Yaoughta listen to yourself cuz we aint got no choice 


he nodded  questioned pitifully Thabad

Not bad  Bit obsessiveyah
                            But arent obsessions meant to be exercised chasedbout around

   Suppose healthy ones

Playing with wordsseeking phonaesthetics  There are worse obsessionsyah 
                                                                                   It popped into our collective anwe were terribly anxious to share it with you so we dumped it into your dreams knowing no way a cold day in Hell it was going to escape you  All yours babe

   they almost made him cry  Thawas very kind 

Not at all Its kind of you to host us

Host Doesnt feel like hosting

Not in a parasitic sense

   Parasitic sense 
                    Thas edgy 
Aint hypnotic

   No  Edgy

We good

Hypnotic gin tonic
                   Take a bow

there were enough on hand that when they did the ambercoloured beeswax candle burning on the library table across from his desk sighed

early hours Saturday,  17 12. 22
2359,  Saturday


muttering inside his skull  dully echoing asif he walked down an abused alleyway batteredrusting 50gallondrums maudlincoloured graffiti on scaly brickwalls 
                                               Thawas takin a chance might have shit in his pants
wasnt a coin toss
had skin in the game
   he pushed anywaysFARTed  annothing more
                                                    whichfrankly he wasnt sure   
hence  chanced    reprieve

keen recognition

CHANCE includes neither 
                              grateful
Yah
    he stood in there  he wanted to take a victory lapbut  thadbe rubbing it in 
a buddy admitted as much not two weeks ago
he chanced it

it didnt work out
                  All the fuck I had to do was drop my draws turn aroundsquat.  No harm no foul.

living alone he couldnt walk away from it

Man  you didnt have to admit . .
. . Confession cleansesfrees the soul. 
Yah he snarled   Then shoudve had Confession clean you up 

   something maybeclever ran across his face   then was gone 
                                                                     Yeah.  I got nothing. 

he wondered secretly when hed quit tossin the dice  wasnt getting any younger

0916,  Saturday,  17  12. 22
1901,  Saturday
Jesus Christ Superstar  Everything’s Awright  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J30tQxAkvPY


he stumbled on his words 
                            . . . fat foods
meant fast foods 
                   then he realised he was dead onutterly accurate
fast food is fat food 
stuffs the gut 
not nutritious 
   fatty  tasty    placeboes 
                              versus actual nutrition  health 

a corporate bottom line is money not its consumer not humane consideration  unless one considers its shareholders humanhumane 
                 though greed affirmsconfirms humanity

Fat Foods not Fast Foods


he didnt stumble in the leastbit stepping off his wonky soapbox

1032,  Saturday,  17  12. 22