29.11.24


the toilet had a sense of humourmind of its own

to flush he turned the water on

it began its turning as flushed a toilet would usually dobut
                                                                  that was no guarantee
he had to keep an eye on it  and
                                   probably one out of ten times it refusedhe had to turn the water off then
continuing to turn  clockwise
slowing
SURPRISE
suddenlyswallowed
                        or
he had to concedeturn the water off  reach for the plunger to complete what knucklehead adamantlystubbornly refused to complete
             refused
to do its singularsolitary job
                                however

not without a shared sense of humour betweenem


    motherfucker kept him on his toes

1018,  reggaefriday,  29  11. 24
1511,  reggaefriday

    fortune  –  or fortune ate at his table

distilling it is a personal matter and that distillation can be tainted
                                                                      tainted by greed  religion  jealousy  sex
not diffused by sympathy

fortune can be bright
                        a shiny new penny
but pennies dont usually exciteincite someone theyd rather it were a silvery nickel dime quarter halfdollar dollar coin
five times better or ten twentyfive fifty onehundred times
                                                            GREEDYmotherfuckers

    so maybe the coinage of religion jealousy sex compiledcompounded
                                                                             uncut by sympathy
satisfaction woeful when comparedconsidered to satiation
                                                               a spartan meal compared to a feast
fortune and grateful could beought to be synonymous
                                                          sympathetic
perhaps
          until such a time is manifested
people
       will remain Maninfested                                                                                                    

    fearful of the dark   

530PMishness,  Tuesday – Election Night on the bus,  7  11. 06
1259,  reggaefriday,  29  11. 24
Pink Floyd  Several Species ofSmall Furry Animals Gathered Together in a Cave and Grooving with a Pict  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GpWJv7alqQE

probably a good thing he dropped the girls off
                                                  they were comfortable with the family cemetery
this was random 
                  Ooohah  Gotta stop

might not have gone over well


south out of Salinas strickened
                                 JESUS crazylookin jointhad to stop hed tellem about it what they missed if they asked
was finding that the older he was the lessinclined he was to stop
                                                                     so moved as he was
he went through the gate always gates stark reminders

apparently in this part of the country middle-late Nineteenth Century they werent as concerned for their dead likely more concerned that the Southern Pacific passed through
                                                             railroads made or killed fledgling cities

or rather he couldnt be certain once coffins was nailhammered shut the dead interred
                                                                                          Whadup?!
On to tomorrow.

what tall stone monuments were there had collapsed family plots were in rubble newer stones were flat so cemetery maintenance could mow the graves unimpeded
looked like a weedy lawn

to his thinking Death ought to impedeought to interruptought to be remembered fresh flowers picnic lunches introducing the kids to their relatives relating stories telling tales  Remembered singing Happy Birthday wishing them Happy Anniversary laughing weeping   Be alive

Midwest weathered tall monuments  big gravestones names datesdid the math for their ages some had pictures of the deceased on them strangers curious about their stories war veterans Ojciec father Corka daughter
    but not here not Calvary Cemetery
                                           this one was so flat one couldntwith a freaky girlher idea have sex on a grave without their bucking silhouettes apparent from the road
it was small lots tapped out
                               had to be a newer one elsewhere  though  popularity of cremations columbariums erected towards Heaven  good sales pitch
Closer to God are Thee

dutybound he had aided an abedded a freak
                                                  afterwards she asked  You won’t tell anyone?
Comon Im a gentleman Not anyone youd know or theyd know you name changed to protect the innocent
A good story thoughyah
                            then he thought Sayah you wont tell anyone


made him curious  wondered
                                Would the dead be jealous grimace smile that some livelyyoung people were having sex on top of them
 

when he pickedup the girls they asked how his days away were
                                                                     he knew it was noncommittalambivalent  Interesting
if they pressed it would really become
                                         something else
  
Sunday,  11  5. 06
1144,  reggaefriday,  29  11. 24
Anne Wilson  Closer to God  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4N2FNiXdJAk

roadtrip

began in the Midwest

he had to see the Pacific never had
                                     had to see the California beach that ran its entire length that of Annette Funicellos Bikini Beach fame

    it didntWhadahell he thought it did   a lot of the kids he grewup did


rolling south through Salinas John Steinbeck country knew that for certain a billboard
                                                                                                                             HAVE YOU BEEN A DAD TODAY?
didnt see who or what organisation sponsoredwas responsible for it
                                                                         appreciated it
earlier stopped off his eldest daughter with friends in San Francisco then to Santa Cruz where his younger daughter had friends

hed double back in a couple of days and fetchem

he was off the hook  hed been a good Dad for the day
                                                           hed be until either he or they were dead
didnt know otherwise
                        there was nothing better
Hell since he and his wife slapped labels on them  namedem that was nuts   for their lives  branding   permanent
unnerving  asked the hospital Can we get back to you in a week or so she didnt look like the names we picked out back to agonising Square One
   an emphatic NO

NUTS
        Had to try
 

fortunately the girls were products of love not sex   and he had had plenty plenty before marrying

no ring at the doorbell

open the door

Hello. I’m your son . . Hello, I’m your daughter . . Do you even remember that night you had sex with my Mom?
he didnt have nightmares only dreams
                                         but an instant like that would be as close to a nightmare as he could imagine

HAVE YOU BEEN A DAD TODAY?     
                                                       passing the billboard he thought Howbout  HAVE YOU BEEN A MOM TODAY?
then for his edification he asked
                                   Or didya just give everybody a headsup an nameem Sex

Saturday,  2  12. 06
1006,  reggaefriday,  29  11. 24