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it is the juxtaposition of linesof recorded thoughts written words  that marveled him 

in a piece he wrote  Hey Thats my job  what job would that be he knew because he wrote the piece but even out of context Hey Thats my job is probable for a variety of uncounted circumstances and situations 

Hey Thats my job


he was reading Roths The Plot Against America a book he had been meaning to readhe bought it but he hadnt handled it since he slipped it into a place on a bookshelf  Roth died  seemed a good time then to read ita commemoration  he was familiar with him although he wasnt a fan  he didnt think reading The Plot would flip him  certainly not like he was flipped by McCarthy and Doctorow and DeLillo
Hey Thats my job

he was of the habit of jotting down notes page numbers from books he read and The Plot was no different he had been intrigued by the Fall of the Ottoman Empirewhich wasnt taught in school  there were great holes in his public school education which he aligned with the failure of curriculum the failure of school boards which seemed more interested in their posture and politics than educating children  he thought he might become a teacher until his first education class in college its first week  Curriculum  Whats that  It is the guidelines by which we educate what the fuck? he was ignorant  however thats an aside the Ottoman Empire would wait until he properly honed in on it  so he was of the habit of noting what he read he noted historical years(for reference)  noted amusing passages  he noted how Roth explained how his family almost moved to Union from Weequahic Newark New Jersey  all of six miles  yet what he took from that passage was Roths mothers “deeply ingrained mistrust of Christians” HEY THATS MY JOB 

Mrs Roth a Jew was raised in Elizabeth New Jersey an industrial port town quarter the size of Newark dominated by the Irish working class their politicians  a tight knit parish 


Jewish and Gentiles prefer knitting different and separate garments

why wouldnt they

he had an abiding deeply ingrained mistrust of Christians whose path to Heaven was littered with the bodies of people who did not believe as they believed 

he laughed out loud when he heard fundamentalist Christians rant of Muslims as heretics  Evil  because he knew somewhere in the world fundamentalist Muslimspossibly at the very same moment were ranting about Christian heretics

lotsa hate espoused by People of God

somehow lost in the mix was that they were opposite sides of the same minted coin


he should correct himself he had a deeply ingrained mistrust of religious people they were as unsavory as business people  but then he supposed religion is a business too

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