17.4.19


   Whadahell   is AG Barr placing his thumb on the scales to benefit FAKE PRESIDENT (like WALL as opposed to the WALL)
         or is Barr just all thumbs


2302,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  17  4. 19


Today we're going to talk about faculties . .
                                             he always sat up front if he didnt he risked falling asleep and sleeping in class peeved teachersnot that they were aware why he slept  exhausted  school wasnt the be-all end-all of his teen yearshe hustled  he hustled what he could to help feed the family after his father diedyacant hustle if yer asleep 
Can ya

Whashe getting at

Faculties  his faculties the faculty she was a part of  
                                                        Whafacility were they  every faculty he was a student under were bound by chains boundevidently by curriculum curriculum  asif it were a kind of Middle East honor code a teenage girl stoned to death because her uncle raped her he would have been happyelated to visit uncle with the straight razor his father left him dismember Uncle not cut his cock off NO disenfranchise him cut his balls off then cut his throat while his hands were busy at his suddenlyvacant suddenroom between his legs

curriculum  somehow sacrosanct  a blood oath  Blood In Blood Out

numbly he repeated faculties to himself then the stoned girlburied up to her neckher head bludgeoned  unconscious  the last rock ENORMOUS slammed down on her headcrushing her skull  deliverance  a crude coup de grace why was he fixating on faculties his facultieshis senses where was she going with faculties 
                                                                               something kicked in
he tried to disassociate himself from thatwhatever it was THAT sudden anger that voice 

he stood
           Faculties FACULTIES
Faculty Faculty  
                Yah  howbout FACKulties he was losing it she was the best teacher he had in years and it galled him she was taking the partyline succumbing to pressures she obviouslywith him had tried to resist
                                                                                                  maybe she was worn thin
maybe threatenedmaybe they dug a hole in yard to bury her body leave her head exposed threatened to brain her with their books

her look communicated QUIET SIT DOWN shed overlook his outburst then only a classmate could rat them out 

woe be to that classmate either boy or girl   

his reputation preceded him HE WAS A CRAZY MUTHAFUCKER he didnt have time or the luxury to be otherwise

he sat down

he looked her hard in the eyeapologising Please excuse me  I didnt mean to interrupt your lessonI dont know what came over me  I apologise  then over his shoulder to the class  I apologise to each and everyone for my outburst  I am sorry


after his words were outand they were necessary that was the last time hed kowtow to authority

he dug his heels in

if he was offended hed defy them  it   authority

if his theorythoughtfulness was in opposition to the authoritys the faculties
                                                                              hed throw in behind his faculties to theirs


his teacher lost her job at the end of the year

he wished someone had the faculty to apprise him so he could have said goodbye to her and thank her for her kindness her compassionate instruction  her selflessness

freshman year high school

                                    she was the last teacher who inspired him


1800,  Sunday,  14  4. 19
1132, Twosday,  16  4. 19
Alice Cooper  School’s Out  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f0Q9en-GEBU