alcohol
his convenient drug of choice
if he inconvenienced himself hashishan if he really inconvenienced himself
opium
but those accesses an excesses an
lifestyle dried up when he went north an averred to the bloodlust of living off
the land
a lifestyle he recognised he innately possessed made himself wonder if he hadnt been a plainsman
or mountain man in a previous life or lives
they were shorter then
violent
he may have stuffed young fistfuls
in
his violence shimmered just under
his skin
a violence he called on counted on
when others seemed not prone to it
it could be his answer to every
problem he ever encountered
he didnt threaten it
it shone defiantly in his eyes
made others uncomfortable
he was cream on milk
when things became tenuous
he found himself at the front
unconcerned that those well
behind him wouldnt have his back
that he would have to provide
cover for their clumsy escape
he unknown to them was dependent on the adage
assigned to the fastest
he needed only to pass the
slowest
few were as fast as he
it is Natures Way
nevertheless
a violence percolated
just under his skin permeated his
reptilian brain
alcohol
where this began
was copious readily convenient
an even more delicious when it wasnt on
his dime
he attributed his northern
lifestyle to a southern friend who was bred from a family of exceptional moonshiners who should have gone legit then
he encouraged him
told him he could make a killing
been ahead of the herd who
now comprised todays craft markets
But southern man replied drunkenly looking down the long barrel
of a 12gauge he stuck in his face
Im simple
Im only enthusiastic about making my lightnin
it seemed no matter his drug preference inevitably someone stuck a gun in his face
without good reason
inebriation wonderful blessed euphoric
always incurs risks
1333, Monday,
7 12. 15
2327, Monday,
7 12. 15
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