1.5.22


primitives overawed niice word   reverence that approaches fear
                                                                   Hume  David Hume   atheist
what would Hume know of reverence 
  Aah  he knew
                   religion isnt the only thing to exhibit reverence for  History Art Literature Music sic Kultur  Porn
 
hed task Hume if he were alive
                                submit the premise that religious reverence IS fear that without Fear religion would not have attained its prominence in any Kultur on any continent in any nock cranny living under any rockSurvival  where reason? desperately sought  explained mishaps misfortunes  misgivings
                                                                            would make sense to create deities to ponderously inhabited hominid minds 

birds of a feather flockfuck together happy as pigs in shit

   reverence is Fear
                    though couldnt say it occurred to him until he cracked The Infidel and the Professor  the professor is Adam Smith  Wealth of Nations yaknow

1108,  Twosday,  19  4. 22
1929,  Sunday,  1  5. 22


“I can’t bring myself to talk about it.” 
                                             
                                              was watching Netflixs The Mystery of Marilyn Monroe: The Unheard Tapes he couldnt remember the characterthe gentleman who said it however he was struck by the tendernessthe fragility in his voice and the  crushing admission 
                                        made him pause the documentary and sit back in his chair and think


he repeated it several times out loud and as he did he searched his memory banks for anything he couldnt talk about

 

zip bupkis  nada
                    which could suggest  two things

1  his life wasnt interesting

2   he hadnt done anything to regret
                                       he didnt aspire to celebrityto be recognised preferred his anonymityhis ability to come and go anywhere do anything he wanted off the radar

he also lived by the quaint notion Do unto others as you will have others do unto you not because it was based on Jesus’ Sermon on the Mount but rather because it seemed common sense to him
                                                                                     it served him well he didnt turn a cheek someone had to fuck with him first before he fucked with them  fucked them up

life is easier to move through if one isnt a prick or cunt
                                                         and he wasnt adverse or uncomfortablesaw it unmanly to step aside and let those personalities pass
lifes too short


he was grateful he couldnt say “I can’t bring myself to talk about it.”
1603,  Saturday,  30  4. 22
1027,  Sunday,  1  5. 22