without any fresh ideas of his
own cunt is desperate to whitewash
President Obamas monumental achievements
1034, Saturday,
14 10. 17
14.10.17
Thomas Bernhard(he couldnt shake
calling him Bermhard(berm an embankment a defence against tanks or braying asses)
he couldnt curb his tongue for his life though fortunately he didnt discussed
writing or writers with many
Bernhard accepting a minor Austrian
literary award remarked Es ist alles
lächerlich, wenn man an den Tod denkt. Everything is ridiculous, when one
thinks of Death.
everything is ridiculous when
weighed against death
unfortunately if death has not littered your waybefallen
family or friends youre at a long long distance and deprivation removed from death you cant understand it you
weigh your artificial entitlement(all entitlements are artifice and fortunate) against
others misfortunes why would you waste your valuable time
considering the other theyre the
other thats all you need to know about
them they are not you or yours and of
course you know you never would be them and they could never be you the other
exactly is not of your bloodyour concern
unless however you might need blood which you then anticipate they would provide for
you how could they not holding yourself in esteem who would not want
you to have their blood so you could heal and prosper and unthinkingly possibly prosper on their
backs
he smiledthoroughly appreciating
Bernhards sentiment
he really liked that he
found Bermhard through W G Sebald
Sebald revered him
how could he not
anyone should be able to appreciate
the monologues or rants of a man who wrote what he saw didnt manipulate
judgment and left the loose leaning threatening-to-tip bundle in the readers
lap to determine what they read
he writes
its the readers job to gleam what
he meant or not
What
matters is whether
we want to lie or to tell the truth and write the truth, even though it never can be the truth and
never is the truth. Bernhards The Gathering
1043, Sunday,
1 10. 17
1504, Monday,
2 10. 17
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