14.11.23


coming out of his backyard after checking on his feral cat that the mans dog chased who hes cared for for better ten years  the cat wasnt a springchicken  he crossed their drives began descending the driveway to the street
                                                                                                                Not cool man
No, it’s not cool. Sorry.

Cant keep your dog in line maybe . . . 
                                        neighbour lost his shitZERO to SIXTY DON’T YOU TELL ME HOW TO TRAIN MY FUCKIN DOG . . .
angrily he raised his voice
                             neighbour had the high ground advantage realisedunderstood menaced him threatened to hurl the piece of cordwood he held in his hands at him  
Seems to me a man cant keep his bitch in line aint much of a man
                                                                      then turning slightly askewleft he said to the girlfriend An it seems to me a woman who cant keep her obviously troubled man in line aint much of a woman either

it was unlikely either heard him over the bellowing DON’T TELL ME HOW TO TRAIN MY FUCKIN DOG NOBODY TELLS ME HOW TO TRAIN MY FUCKIN DOG. SHUT YOUR FUCKIN MOUTH OR I’LL SHUT IT FOR YOU. SHADDUP, HEAR ME? SHADDUP SHADDUP.  WHY DON’T YOU TAKE YOUR FUCKIN LITTLE WALK?  GO. GO. GO.
                                                                                                               somewhere deep inside epizeuxis surfaced gurgled oozedup in his thoughts  Go go go  it tickled him
yah hed go
              the neighbour kept raving good chance he might throw the splitwood at his headhe was on his toes  hopefully hed miss let him fetch then naturally hed waltzround to the front steps to return the threat the provocation . . .

   he didnt feel like raving
                           Good idea man  I think Ill take a little walk an read

he smiled up into his leering redblasted face
                                                then opening the book in his hands he turned leftdropped his eyes into it and ignored whatever was spewingissued from the mans mouth   he couldnt distinguish words now   he was reading about the Underworld the hadal zone about subterranean trenches below twentythousand feet

   its hard to hear underwater                                         
1950,  Sunday,  12  11. 23
1300,  2sday,  14  11. 23


she sighed Do you have to be morose?

   Morose You know morose

that irritated her Yes.

I like tha People not often use it A good adjectiveunderused  but good
                                                                            Im not being morose
Then what?

I was stating a simple fact It crossed my skullhad nothing to do with anything I let it roll out No sense being inhibited
   As a matter of fact . . .

As a matter of factyes.

Yes
      Continue

I lik . .
. . Like he smiled lustfully

I . . I love . .
. . Better

I love that you’re uninhibited.

After all this time its nice tha I can still make you blush

trying to suppress a smirk  Maybe anger, or frustration.

   Or not

a full-on lascivious grin dimples to die for Or not.

No
       I apologise  I didnt say it to upset you
As I said it crossed my mind  Anthas no easy feat . .
. . As we both know.

Yes We do

Any idea why? Or the usual?

Afraid the usual

You’ve suffered a lot of lost . . recent lost.

Comes with being from a big family  Inevitable

I’m sorry babe.

Thank you
             Big joys big sorrows cant have one without the other

So youll forgive me  he smiled hugged her tight

into his shoulder she mumbled  Forgiven.



. . . somebody dies everyday
eventually everyone dies . . .
  
1736,  Reggaefriday,  10  11. 23
1144,  2sday,  14  11. 23


they stopped at a fourway intersection

the passenger asked which way she thought hed go

across from them was a DO NOT ENTER barricade a couple of traffic horses fanny to fanny

acceleratingcrossing the roaddriving up onto the shoulder to get around a horse the passenger yelled Are you nuts?

without glancing at himeyes fixed straight ahead she said flatly No. This is the way he’d go. You want out?I’ll stop.

0505,  2sday,  14  11. 23


he thought to live dangerously

decided not to make his bed

anif he didnt

he wouldnt have to sleep in it


he recalled his Maws threat
                               You’ve made your bed, now you’re going to have to sleep in it.
Obviously
             that reasoning had a hole in it

which left him no choice but to exploit it

   maybe she would have been angry at him
but
      shed appreciate his astute conniving

0520,  2sday,  14  11. 23