he thought he should wriote one more tonight

                                                makeup for his absence    not

that anyone would vilify him for not being there

had they

           hed ask them to name the time place street corner where they could meet to discuss iron out said absence and what business it was of theirs to think what they thought of him  standingwasnt  standing everyone up

Theres approaching eight thousand bits and pieces to choose from

                                                                       Begin at the beginning

hed bet when he returned  today   that whoever they were

                                                                  they wouldnt have read seventyninehunred somethingodd pieces 

although

    he could be wrong

admittedly

              he wouldnt have

nor

     would he have vilified himself

masochistic

               give him whips and chains but listen carefully for his safeword

                                                                                             YES

STOP

      a shrill scream

because he liked to push it

 

nonetheless  better than nevertheless he didnt believe in never

                                                               to wriote one more hed have to tick through the seminal offerings he compiled while he couldnt commit on-line to wrioter

    Wha have we here

tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick ah  tickle baby

Don make me look like a smacked ass

                                            THA

appealed to him

hed smacked many an ass

                              chiefly    because

of a Polish gal he dated from Northeast Minneapolis

he lived in Tangletown moved there solely because the name intrigued him

                                                                                 on Gladstone

appealing also

a brownstone first floor flat

came into the apartment crossed the foyer  a legit fireplace immediately right 

a humongous mantel

she left her vibrator on it dressed it up for occasions

                                                          not weird  was a seamstress

was better than her pissing in corners making her mark

she was raw

 

 

    to remind all

                    he smacked many an ass

but she was first

they were frolicking fearsome frolicking the whole time they were together until they werent

                                                                                                  she never said why

he should have suspected as much when she dressed her vibrator as a groom

                                                                                   a mighty sharp dresser

he had the day off

she slept over but had to work early

he made coffee

he crossed the foyer went outside to grab the newspaper

                                                                           something was off

returning inside he sought what was different

                                                 Ah

the mantel groomslashvibrator was gone

the rumor her family shared with him purportedly she had gone to Vegas to marry a mystery man

he didnt correct them 

he let it persist

 

 

    reminding all

                     he smacked many an ass

amid an insane frolic all sex cards gamboling on the table

                                                              she flopped across his lap

a gorgeous pink rounded ass

                                she confessed I’ve been a bad girl, Daddy. she pouted

You should punish me.

You should spank me.

didnt have to ask him twice

he rained barehanded hell on her ass until she cried

                                                         she didnt cry Stop

    she cried

                                                                              

1713,  Saturday,  27  9. 25

2047,  Saturday

they ranted on an on an at some bizarre point he uttereddisconnected

                                                                          . . . Im thinkin of changin my middle name

    Pursuing it legally

Isn’t that your grandfather’s name?

Is

Ill retain his Droppin in another which I believe is apt an I think youll agree  youd second me

I’d second you?

Ja

      Our involved back an forth is testament

Testament?

Serves as a sign  evidence

I know what testament is.

Then youll agree

I’d agree.

Ja

To what?

            What is, what’s inspired you to take this new middle name?

Not so much inspired  Moreso wha I continuously bring to the table

                                                                            Youd agree

If I’ll agree.

             Then let me have it.

Invidious

Invidious.

             I’m not sure I know what that means.

Create resentment ill will envy in others often through unfair or offensive distinctions comparisons discriminating actions

Offensive

             Its wha I do

Coud I be nicer

No

     Nice requires time wastes mine

Mines valuable

Hurt someone feelings penetrate their thin skin

                                                    Theyll heal 

Its only in the heat of the moment tha they thinkthey believe it wont

Thereby making matters worse forem

I cutem with a blade

                        They take the blade an drag it futhur  exacerbate a minor wound

  

Lifes a comedy club

Cant take a joke

Ya shoudntve come in

The doorman bouncer wasnt attentive enough or was exhausted making the spiel maybe decided to post it on a sign just behindem visible tha incoming chose to paid no attention to

On

Them

 

    You make perfect sense.

Thank you

I have to agree.

                  

                    You’re an insufferable prick.

Thank you

You gonna throw a party when it goes through?

Nah

          Just return irritate you with a more refined aplomb

Aplomb.  You think you lack that now?

Not aplomb

              A visceral bloody aplomb Gawd I like tha word

Only dangling fishhook a nonbarbed P

You can throw the hook

But youll be back for more because of the bait

The provocation.

Call it whaya will

                      Youll be back

Guaranteed

sometime early ’25

1617,  Saturday,  27  9. 25

arrogant

             adjective

dictionary says  

                  “having or revealing an exaggerated sense of one's own importance or abilities.”

You understand, buddy said  most people underestimate their attractiveness to others.

    I don understand

What do you mean?   You disagree with the premise?

I do

Do you know what it means if you disagree?

No ifs about it

                Asif  offensive or a slight  something one is not to be proud of or to embrace      

Then you believe yourself arrogant?

I am

           Arya able to move outside the attractive realm an think of it in another way

What way would that be? shaking his head asif water in his ears

An arrogant fuck

Sexually arrogant

Successful in the bedroom 

                             And  or  outdoors on a kitchen table in the shower

When an wherever so moved

                                 Or

Do peopleyou  also underestimate their sexual abilities

I think it’s inappropriate to compare the two.

BRUAH

            To be or not to be arrogant

Methinks a badge of honor a generous cotton handkerchiefbandanna to wipe away the tears blow the noses of those less inclined those less selfassured those who embrace modesty because they were either told to be or were punished if others thought they were acting immodestly

    Pleasing others

Not in not for a long time ever in my wheelhouse

You know what that says about you?

I coud care less

You’re selfish.

    I am

As I am also selfish when determining who I will support 

Not carte blanche 

                   Not every Tom Dick an Harry Susie Jane an Betty

Selective  

High bar

Genuine

 

    You have an issue with authenticity

You think being selfish is authentic?

If the shoe fits

                  Wear it

1633,  reggaefriday,  12  9. 25

1158,  Saturday,  27  9. 25

it was their anniversary

                         he knew how to show a girl a good time

they were flying home

    generously she conceded to forego her timelessness  accompany him on his fallible mortal mechanically plane

twice in fact

they boarded a flight at the Phoenix Sky Harbor International Airport

                                                                           were deplaned

walked a long way to another concourse to another plane

                                                             boarded  its interior was awfully warm

. . . once in route the air condition will kick in . . .

                                                     the captain

they were pushed back on the tarmac

 

disconnected

    and sat

This is fun she whispered Sitting in an airplane going nowhere.

                                                                          Was nowhere our destination?

she blinked innocently

                        her marvelous longlashed large brown eyes

he looked at her through her

                                Youre cute  Ya know its not

I do, but you’ve always been full of surprisesnever failed to surprise me even at the most inopportune, most inappropriate times.

    Don gimme tha look

Whatever do you mean?  smiled

                                   dimpled  depth despite being two-dimensional

big big eyes

over the PA the captain advised crew and passengers something-or-other had failed and the aircraft was going to be returned to the gate for an air charge  whatever that may be

he felt a gentle nudge when the ground equipment joined with the aircraft

the plane shuddered moving forward

                                         out the window he saw in reverse  déjà vu if one wouldhe did  what he saw ten minutes earlier pushing back

 

    What are you thinking?

Im thinking this isnt what I planned for our anniversary

Aww.

        So thoughtful.

All in all it’s good to be together again.

Were never apart

 

    We are.

No

Yes.

       Yes we are.

We’ll be deplaned again.

I’ll have to go.

tears swept into his eyes

                           No  Cant we stay together a little longer 

    Love.

           You said we’re never apart.

I have to go.

              Happy anniversary.

she smiled she dimpled she dissipated in a tinglingsparkling sheen   shine

                                                                                    was gone

after her  when he could speak

                                   Happy  happy anniversary love

2337,  Wednesday,  24  9. 25

1033,  Saturday,  27  9. 25