7.1.21


his first introduction to strobelights was in a church basement Woudathought  The First Presbyterian Church across the street from his junior high 

there was an evening function at school he attendedwalked to it as he did every weekday  as he had walked to elementary school beyond and later to the high school twice again as far from home as the junior high
                                                                                                          those on top of his morning paper route had him walking as a kid plenty  which is how he learned to read assigned pieces while walking and not fall on his face 
                          something he still enjoys  Hey! You’re the reading man 


what attracted him as he walked home was muted rocknroll music emanating from the church

he walked into the naveblew his parents away when he also nonchalantly referred to it as the narthex late that night when he arrived at home to their upset because he was out after city curfew 
                                                                                 hed been reading Architectural Digests that a neighbor across the street who was an architect shared with him  


there was no one upstairs to bar him from entering so he continued to follow the music  

he descended a wide staircase which allowed traffic up and down simultaneously

at the foot of the strps he entered a large foyer which provided access to bathrooms left and right  Men and Women 

before him was a closed doubledoor

the music came from behind it

he pulled on one door and wandered in

he wasnt stopped by adults who moved alertly through the room

entering he found himself at the rear of a large gathering of kids who were talking in small clusters or on the linoleum floor dancing to rocknroll 
                           Crazy

at the front of the room on a fixed stage a man was playing 45s and LPs on a phonograph  the music was amplified by a PA system 
              Groovy

he didnt recognise a soul 

hed never been in the church before although walking past it he appreciated its soaring structure  like a rocketship waiting to launch

bundled at the back of the room were overstuffed chairs folding chairs cardtables  and in the corner furthurest from the doors on a raised carpeted dais were huge pillows and fantasticoloured beanbag chairs  

nestled among them was a high school girl who wore a Playboy rabbithead logo on her white neckhigh sweater 

In a Gadda Da Vita by Iron Butterfly began 
                                             the lights went downthe kids ooohed  black lights went up  then strobes affixed to tops of extended tripods began fluttering                                                                                                                              psychedelic
it was hard to walk in the sputtering light and dark

he made his way to the pillows stacked in front of the seatedwrithing high school girl  in the intermittent splashes he saw her eyes were closed 
                          she was groovin 
he couldnt take his eyes off her bunny or her breasts swaying inside her sweaterhe was mesmerisedfelt high  when he finally got high years later he remembered this episodethis girl  he was not disappointed 


when the drum solo beganher eyes still closed she moved like an African snake  a mumba  swaying  jiggling  tempting
he didnt resist temptation
                           slowly  on his knees  facing her  he reached out and put the fingers of his right hand under her moving breast  he could feel heat and its weight through her sweater on his fingertipsshe did not resist  she did not open her eyes  he took her other breast his left  she continued gyrating  she did not open her eyes  he squeezed her breaststhe blacklighted sweaterhis flickering shadow playing on her   he squeezed her breasts again and again 

after several moments passed he looked up into in her attractive passive face 
                                                                                High. she slurredshe smileshe bitnibbled at her lower lip 
            Hi he mumbled
she did not pull away  she closed her eyes again  he continued fondling her 


when Butterfly ended the strobes ceasedthe blacklights went offthe ceilinglighting came up  the dreamit had to be a dream cleared her throat You should stop. 
                                             Yes
releasing her breasts she leaned forward and gently stroked his cheek with the backs of her fingers I have to go.
I aint goin anywhere
                 she looked down at his hard-on  she giggled 
                                                                                     No. I imagine not. Have a God-blessed night. Good night.
he croaked  Good night

she stepped down from the pillowsthe dais crossed the back of the room and out the doors he entered through 
                                                                                                                   JesusChrist 


he returned on successive Friday nights  three Fridays later there was another dance  she wasnt there  three Fridays later another dance  she wasnt there 
                                         then the dances ceasedhe never saw her again

later he was sure to ask other girls he met if they were Presbyterians crazy Presbyterians   
2159,  Monday,  4  1. 21
1408,  Thursday,  7  1. 21


what is being obscured by Congressional procedures this evening (and morning  mourning) is who was responsible for attacking the nations Capitol yesterday afternoon 
                                                     they are white terrorists  cult members  likely the kind who would have followed like sheep and made Jim Jones of the Peoples Temple David Koresh of the Branch Davidans and Marshall Applegates Heavens Gate mighty proudboys

0016,  Thursday,  7  1. 21

The Who  no  they were fooled again  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SHhrZgojY1Q