15.5.24


he overheard the exchange

he was in the kitchen doing dishes

everyone else was watching television

hed rather be doing dishes  wouldnt be joining them


What’s the horse’s name?

It doesn’t have a name.

You haven’t named your horse?

You don’t name something you might have to eat.
                                                    there was a collective groan from the den
made him chuckle
                    hed eaten horse he wouldnt tell them that they wouldnt eat half the things he ate  have eaten
sometimes he thought he might be a secret Asian  ate everything but the oink moo bark baa bubbles it blew
waste not want not
never was picky
gave it two shots
NO
     afterwards wouldnt sit to eat  No thank you  excused himself
You’ll be hungry.

   I will
          never followed the abject necessity of stating the obvious   axiomatic
something he didnt do
repulsed him

   truly

made him think Eejit

Aaw why he do tha  eejit
                            reminded him of a homeless taking one of his tame ferals off his porch followed him to the woods where homeless was going to kill his cat eat it before he could turn he hammered him in the back of the neck his face hit a tree going down peeled crumbled bark face got torn he was cold checked his pulse  had one thought good  if he had killed him hed have to eat him
nothing but him for weeks
                           Jaysus
 
2037,  2sday,  14  5. 24
1045,  day-between-2-Ts,  15  5. 24

he didnt catch her quite
                           Idle  Whas tha
I’ll watch it, instead.

Watch it  Instead
                    Please  whaya talking about

Idol.  I told you.

Whas idle

The show.

Wha show
It’s Idol.

I don mean to frustrate you I apologise
                                          Coud you explain

Idol. There are singers, then there are idols.
                                                    exasperated American Idol. 

I don know it
                I don watch TV I don have one

   You don’t have a TV.

No

How do you not have a TV?

Bad memories
                  Ill leave you to your show
Ill read

You can watch with me if you like.

No thank you

1957,  2sday,  14  5. 24
1015,  day-between-2-Ts,  15  5. 24

    pictures of people you dont remember


he was going through family albums with his mother
                                                         . . . Aunt Frances Uncle Walter . . .
Scarcely remember Maw

. . . Aunt Helen Uncle Gerald . . .

Scarcely Maw

she turned on her hip on the sofa and looked at him   Really?

Sorry Maw I was a little boy when they died
                                                 I have glimmerings of time with them but theyre few  I was a little boy
Id bet the other kids woudnt have a clue
Why you have me look with you

   she hmmmd

Yah

You may be right.

Don get me wrong I love looking at the pictures with you
                                                            They never fail to prompt memories thaya share
Were not really dead until no one talks about us tells stories about us

That’s very, very true.
                               innocently Who told you that?

he threw his arms around her kissed her hard on the mouth
                                                                      You
Me?      

You

gave a bemused smile  I’m smarter than I think.

You are
          You are our historian the repository of memories our families Dad an yours  Ours
I love spending this time with you
Note the other kids make themselves scarce
                                               Albums come out  Adios
Because they don know whosin the pictures

   Cant blame em


I wish they would.

Well Ya got me babe
                       As Sonny an Cher woud sing

   Who?

Stop woudya
               singsang They say were young an we don know we wont find out untiiil we grow
Yah

Oh, oh yes.

See  Youre not a lost cause
                             Show me more theyd be even older pictures people he definitely didnt remember
but she did

1957,  2sday,  14  5. 24
0937,  day-between-2-Ts,  15  5. 24
Sonny and Cher  I’ve Got You, Babe  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9JxIw58lkHQ

Mama Cass Elliot  . . . dream a little dream of me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZ0PZRYin2s
                                                                                                            howbout  dream
with me
would have
but Mama couldnt tarry had places to go people to see things to do
                                                                         left
he preferred places to go things to see people to do
thought that said a lot for him
                                spoke for him to him
dream  dreams
                Jaysus
bawdy
       but thats the reason why he went to sleep  to break on through to the other side
not Morrisons
                          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NFeUko-lQHg
not Death

shit waited for him
                     dared him to take the wheel  be lucid
he could do krazy with the best of them
                                            but sometimes
he wanted to be a passive passenger
an amusement park rider
didnt have to worry how tall he was
                                       rather
how in command of his senses he was
                                          because
like any real good carnival car operator sketchy at best they intended to scatter his marbles
                                                                                                   Take your best shot
the best had attempted
                          wounded him
but not shotdead in the head

approximately 6AMish,  2sday,  14  5. 24
0830,  day-between-2-Ts,  15  5. 24
Tears For Fears  Head Over Heels  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sn6gVWJn9r8